BACCARAT FIGURINES III (1/3) by Sean Spencer seans13@hotmail.com CATEGORY: SRA RATING: NC-17 Slash (Sk/M) WARNING: Explicit but always loving consensual sex between members of the same sex. SPOILERS: none KEYWORDS: Skinner/Mulder, Slash ATXC: no ARCHIVE: yes MSSS: yes DISCLAIMER: Walter Skinner, Fox Mulder and Dana Scully are the intellectual property of Chris Carter and 1013 Productions and FOX. No infringement nor copyright is implied or should be inferred from their use in this work of fiction. All other characters are mine. SUMMARY: Deputy Director Skinner tries to maintain a low profile to preserve harmony at home and at work. Relatives putter around in a haunted house. Features "odd" and "even" days. BACCARAT FIGURINES III (1/3) by Sean Spencer seans13@hotmail.com CHAPTER ONE DEPUTY DIRECTOR DRAWN OUT DAYS It was already eleven o'clock and Skinner still wasn't home. Mulder sighed and looked at the photograph Skinner had at his nightstand. It was the picture taken on their fifth anniversary three months ago. It was a wonderful study of both of them, in black and white. No one would doubt that the two handsome men in the picture were lovers. Mulder had chosen that particular shot from the contact prints the photographer had submitted. It showed both of them laughing, very relaxed, both in crisp white shirts with an arm on each other. Mulder was looking in the distance while Skinner was looking at him. Even Mrs. Jackson had liked the picture and she'd been glad when Mulder presented her with a copy. It turned out that the photographer was famous with his craft and had wanted to include it in his next show. Skinner however put an end to that stupid notion and even secured the negatives. Fortunately, the man good naturedly turned it over, sympathetic to the sensitive nature of those negatives if it ever got into the wrong hands. Mulder liked looking at the picture when he was missing Skinner and he found that he was doing this with much more frequency nowadays. Skinner was now Deputy Director for two months and it seemed that he was never home. His job was taking up all of his time and he'd promised that once he'd adjusted to his new position, things would get better. It was just that these past few weeks were painfully reminding him of his days in his old apartment when he was alone. Only Taylor's occasional amusing antics kept him occupied. Taylor likewise was quite happy with the turn of events because Mulder always took him for long, long walks whatever the weather. Mulder was still with the X-files and fortunately, the new AD wasn't Ashcraft so things were going relatively smoothly. But he and Scully were still adjusting to the new AD. However, because Mulder still had the same responsibilites, he still had much of the same schedule. A lot had changed in their personal lives, however. Skinner rented another apartment in the same building, to solidify the pretense that he was a bachelor living alone in his condo. He now had a set of drivers cum bodyguards who made sure that he reached his destinations safely. Fortunately, those drivers were only for official work so they could still be free for the occasional and now rare weekends in the cabin. The presence of those drivers prevented Skinner's spontaneous phone calls to him lest they be overheard. He called now only when absolutely necessary and there was none of the comfortable small talk they used to have. Skinner likewise travelled a lot more, checking on the field offices. There was even a whole two weeks when they didn't see each other because of their hellish schedules. Their lovemaking had been affected also. Skinner was so tired all the time that Mulder felt guilty about asking for or even initiating sex. The three times they had indulged in it had been less than ideal because Skinner had been rougher and Mulder even got really hurt once. It seemed to him that Skinner just wanted to get it over with and wasn't taking his time like he used to. But Mulder only had to feel the ring on his pinky and look at the time when he would somehow feel better, because he hoped that the Skinner he used to know would eventually resurface. ........................ Skinner tossed his briefcase on the chair out in the hallway. He loosened his tie as he started undressing as he entered the bedroom. As he was pulling out the shirt from his pants, he saw red when he spied Taylor sleeping on their bed with Mulder's arm over the dog. "Off the bed," Skinner commanded the dog as he shook it awake. The dog complied and followed Skinner's command to leave the room. In the process of getting off the bed, the agent stirred. "Fox, how many times do I have to tell you not to let Taylor sleep on the bed?" "Okay, okay, he's off the bed," Mulder muttered, irritable that he was awakened. It was already midnight and he had a long trip to California tomorrow. Skinner had disappeared into the bathroom and was brushing his teeth and washing up. By the time he returned, he saw that Mulder was back to sleep on his side of the bed. He nudged the younger man and Mulder sleepily stirred so Skinner had to nudge him again. Mulder managed to move over groggily and Skinner got under the covers. He turned off the lamp that Mulder had left burning on his nightstand. After a few minutes, Skinner was still awake and reached for Mulder. Mulder didn't even move and when Skinner put a practiced hand into the agent's shorts he was offended when Mulder stiffened. "I'd rather not, Walter." "Why not?" Skinner persisted with his hand. "I'm tired and I have a flight at seven," Mulder was still trying to squirm away. "Come on , Fox," Skinner continued. His hand was now insistent in Mulder's crotch. Mulder, in a fit of pique, had taken Skinner's hand and threw it off him. He withdrew to the other side of the bed and was enraged when Skinner continued to close the gap between them. "I told you, I don't feel like it," Mulder repeated, trying to be calm. Skinner then came to his senses as he heard the break in timbre of Mulder's voice. He turned on his bedside lamp and took a deep breath. "Are you mad at me for working late again?" Skinner paused when he realized that he'd been through this before with his ex-wife. Mulder, however, shook his head. He blinked at the harsh light. "I just don't feel like it," Mulder said in a small voice. He was still turned away from the older man. "But we haven't made love in two and a half weeks already," Skinner said, his voice rising uncharacteristically. "Come on." "Please, I don't feel like it." By now, Mulder was at the very edge of the bed. Skinner put a hand on his shoulder and again Mulder flinched. The older man got angrier when he felt that Mulder was protectively holding his shorts in his hand. "It hurt, it hurt last time," Mulder finally said in a rush and the rest came tumbling out. "I told you it hurt and you kept on going and everything's different." Skinner listened and was appalled with Mulder's revelations. Skinner tried to think of the last time they made love and he couldn't frankly remember the exact circumstances, especially if Mulder had said that it was painful. "Why didn't you tell me?" Skinner was now fully alert and sat up. "I told you that the last thing I want to do is hurt you. What do you mean that everything's different?" "You're always in hurry now and you rush through," Mulder muttered reluctantly. "I know you have a lot on your mind, but when you start doing it, you zone out. Once, I didn't even come but you didn't even know. And when you hurry, it burns really bad." It was during times like these that Mulder often wondered if his lover ever experienced anal intercourse firsthand. It was always difficult asking about previous sexual encounters with other people, no matter how many years one has been with one's partner. Obviously, Skinner was more experienced than he ever was but that didn't mean that they traded information on how knowledge like that was obtained. All he knew was that the older man's male sexual partners were fleeting encounters in his youth. Sometimes, he wondered if Skinner actually knew what it felt like to be entered so roughly, how much different and unpleasant and downright painful it could feel. "Oh, baby, I'm sorry," Skinner was contrite. He embraced Mulder and was surprised when he bumped into something hard. Mulder sheepishly took out their portrait from under him. He'd fallen asleep clutching the picture and that made Skinner feel worse. "I'm sorry; it won't happen again, honey." Mulder finally sighed and relaxed with not a small amount of relief when Skinner settled for cuddling. Skinner removed his arm gingerly from under the head of Mulder, who'd fallen asleep after a few minutes. The younger man was now softly snoring and was dead to the world. Skinner was very upset with what Mulder had told him and the photograph on his bedside table had been staring back at him accusingly. He couldn't forget how Mulder had been physically afraid of him, with his hand securing the waistband of his shorts. It seemed that the events of three months ago had been a lifetime ago. He really was inundated at work and Mulder was being neglected in the process. Not just neglected, but had been harmed. Skinner fell asleep much later, after hours of soul searching. CHAPTER TWO APHRODISIAC CAREER Things eventually improved as Skinner got the hang of the workload and he only had Mulder to thank for being so patient and understanding. His late nights were confined to times when Mulder was in the field and he made it a point to be home earlier when Mulder was in DC. Of course, there were still the period of adjustment but things worked out. Skinner only had to remember his failed marriage with Sharon to prod him to make sure that he didn't commit the same mistakes with Mulder this time around. By now, he was mature enough to know that a committed partnership was actually a give and take affair, with each partner not keeping track of his actual number of gives or takes. Skinner took things slowly and had to admit that the only way Mulder was ever going to regain confidence with the older man in bed was for Skinner to woo him back. Not a few hours were spent with just heavy petting and Mulder was finally able to relax enough that things were back to normal in bed in no time. Mulder for his part made it a point to initiate more of the sex, because Skinner wanted to make sure that they were having their lovemaking only when Mulder was ready. So it was with a great measure of gratification for Skinner that a few weeks later, he had Mulder under him bucking wildly against him as he thrust powerfully into him. He knew that Mulder was highly aroused from long experience by the flush and dampness on every inch of his skin, the pitch in his voice at every moan and grunt and the way his sphincters were fully relaxed, providing just the perfect friction on Skinner's straining engorged member. Skinner had a protective arm under Mulder's sweaty stomach which tightened and heaved with each thrust of his hips. When the timing was just right, Skinner's hand went lower as he proceeded to his lover's penis and with just the lightest of caresses on Mulder's frenulum, brought them both to a breathless completion. Mulder gave that tight little scream he usually made when he couldn't let go because the neighbors might hear. "Was it good, honey?" Skinner already knew the answer. He was anxious to make it good for Mulder because of his previous claim that their lovemaking hadn't been that good the past few months. They were still connected by Skinner's already soft penis. Mulder moaned in assent as he nodded, pressing close to Skinner. Reluctantly, Skinner dismounted, feeling the warmth of his own semen and the remains of the lubricant seeping out of Mulder's rectum as he withdrew. He knelt up on the bed and reached over Mulder to his nightstand where he cleaned off both of them with the damp washcloth. Mulder, in one of the rare times he was awake after lovemaking, turned impulsively to Skinner and kissed him fiercely, knocking back the older man against the pillows. Skinner was caught by surprise and laughed gladly. "Hey, I didn't know I was that good." "But you are," Mulder had to tell him, playing with the hairs on the older man's chest. "All I could think about since this afternoon's conference was that the big powerful Deputy Director on the podium was all mine and no one else's. I had a hard on the whole day since then and once I had you in me, I couldn't get the image of you on that podium out of my mind. That of all the people there, I'm the only one privileged to see you all hot and sweaty like this." As usual, Mulder's overactive imagination had come into play again. That afternoon was one of the rare Bureau-wide meetings held in the big auditorium of the Hoover. Skinner had a long speech and had been nervous about it, because it had been his first official task to preside over there as Deputy Director. He was happy to avoid Mulder's eye in the crowd for he knew that he would just get all flustered in case Mulder had it in him to put a devilish grin on his face. He hadn't known how much of a turn on it had been for Mulder until now. Like a possessive child, Mulder was placing light pecks on his chest, neck and face, muttering as if to himself "You're all mine". Of course, that heated them both up and by the time Mulder had changed his litany to "You're my big man," they were ready for another bout. Mulder seemed to revel in the fact that the Deputy Director was on him. For once, Skinner didn't mind that Mulder kept calling him "sir". Skinner furiously penetrated Mulder, the agent's anus already relaxed from his previous come. It was times like these that Skinner didn't hurt him even when he was in a hurry. Mulder sighed with contentment and growing excitement as he felt himself culminating, followed shortly thereafter by Skinner. CHAPTER THREE BAD LUCK BRIEFS Agent Gutierrez impatiently looked at his watch he waited for the DD at the back entrance of the Crystal City condo. It was past nine thirty and DD Skinner still hadn't emerged. Gutierrez already had verified that Skinner was still upstairs in his apartment when the housekeeper had informed him that the DD had just overslept. It was a freezing March day and there was no question that Gutierrez would have to wait in the car. He hated waiting in the car, even when it was the only oasis of warmth at the moment. Like the other eight agents provided with the responsibility for the security of the Deputy Director, Gutierrez had come to know Skinner quite well in the five months he was on the rotation. Skinner commanded quite a lot of respect in the Bureau. Gutierrez prided himself in being a good judge of character and Skinner's hard working serious ex-Marine demeanor had made an impression on him. Skinner's habits were regular and predictable. He was considerate to his security personnel and was aware that they were more than drivers. Skinner was usually in the Hoover by seven thirty and sometimes stayed there until all hours. So it was quite uncharacteristic that he was so late today. Gutierrez had been cooling his heels in the car, in the lobby then back in the car since seven o'clock. He knew that Skinner had gotten home early last night at five thirty and he was wondering what was taking so long. He sighed with relief when he saw Skinner's broad shouldered form emerge from the double doors and he pulled up the car and the DD got in. "Good morning, Agent Gutierrez," Skinner said as he got into the back seat. The agent looked at his boss from the rear view mirror, surprised at the light tone in Skinner's voice. The Deputy Director was usually terse and business-like. "Sorry about that. I overslept." "That's okay, sir," Gutierrez answered as he put the car into gear and drove from the apartment building. What was unusual was that Skinner had ridden in the back. The DD almost always rode in front. Gutierrez surreptitiously glanced at his boss from the rear view mirror as he eased onto the expressway and saw that Skinner was looking out the window with a far away smile on his face. That was unusual, too. Most days, even out here in the car, Skinner would already be going over some of his papers as soon as the car was on its way to the Hoover. Gutierrez then did a double take later when he saw the red mark on his boss' neck just above the crisp white collar. Gutierrez had to smile when he finally added up the evidence. So the Deputy Director got some last night and the agent wondered who the lucky woman was. The other eight agents assigned to Skinner's security detail met about a month ago for security debriefing by the most senior agent. It had been an uneventful debriefing , almost boring because there was nothing to talk about. Skinner's activities mainly was centered on the Bureau and home. Of course, there were official functions that he attended with appropriate dates, but Gutierrez knew that most of the women were driven home. Sometimes however, Skinner stayed over at the women's apartments but that was rare. It had caused them no end in amusement at another security debriefing about three months ago when they all realized that Skinner didn't stay over in his date's apartment whenever Agent Parker was his assigned bodyguard. They all concluded that because Parker was a woman, the DD felt uncomfortable about doing that. They all thought Skinner was so old fashioned, because Parker didn't make no bones about her own dates to them and all knew that she had an adventurous streak of her own. Since then, they agreed that if there was a scheduled evening function it was better if Parker wasn't assigned for that night, to give the DD more leeway on his dates. But twice since Gutierrez knew him, Skinner had made calls in the car and Gutierrez instinctively knew that Skinner seemed to have a significant other. Skinner's voice had grown soft and murmuring into the phone and Gutierrez distinctively heard him say "darling". Skinner also called this particular "darling" when he sat in the back, but never when he rode in the front. Somehow, with Skinner seeing someone probably on a regular basis, had made Gutierrez feel better. Scuttlebutt had it that Skinner had an ex-wife. So when he finally deposited the Deputy Director at the Hoover, Gutierrez felt he knew him enough to tease him a little. "Uhm , sir," Gutierrez said, just before Skinner got out from the car. Skinner paused. Gutierrez pointed to his own neck. "The ladies might get scandalized in the elevators." He grinned when Skinner colored then the Deputy Director chuckled good naturedly and rearranged the collar of his shirt. He really did have a good time last night, Gutierrez said to himself as he drove down to the Bureau car pool to return the car. It was the first time Gutierrez ever heard him laugh spontaneously. It was a month later when Gutierrez was yawning on the way home. Skinner had pulled another late night and it was midnight already when Gutierrez was leaving the Crystal City apartment. He glanced at the backseat. "Jesus," Gutierrez moaned tiredly, when he saw that the DD had inadvertently left his second briefcase in the car. He deccelarated and turned the car around back to Skinner's building. Skinner sometimes had two briefcases and this one was the important one, the thicker and bigger one. Gutierrez grabbed the offending briefcase and went over to the lobby and cursed again whe he saw that it was empty, with no doorman in sight. He shrugged to himself and went up the elevator. Gutierrez knew that he couldn't have left the briefcase with the doorman anyway because of the sensitive nature of the papers that might be contained in it. He punched the seventeenth floor and was glad that the elevator was fast. Gutierrez reached Skinner's front door and rang the doorbell. It was just that everyone was tired in that late hour when Skinner opened the door. "Good evening, sir, you left this in the car," Gutierrez explained. The DD was in his shirtsleeves and had a drink in his hand. Skinner's surprised expression at what Gutierrez held out for him told the agent that Skinner hadn't even known that he'd inadvertently left the briefcase in the car. "Thanks, Gutierrez," Skinner said gratefully as large yellow dog was frisking at Skinner's feet. Gutierrez looked up at the blur of movement and saw a younger man in briefs walking through the living room. Gutierrez' eyes widened in shock, it was then that Skinner looked back and everyone froze. "Shit!" The man had released the curse and had run up the stairs. "S-sorry, sir, I didn't mean to intrude," Gutierrez was stammering his apologies. He aware that he might be babbling at that moment. Skinner for once looked uncertain, then the hard expression returned to his face as he pulled Gutierrez inside. Before he knew it, Gutierrez found himself in a smaller room off the living room. It was a den. Gutierrez could hear two sets of furious heavy steps upstairs as he sat down on the edge of the couch. The den was furnished with modern furniture just like the rest of the living room and to pass the time, Gutierrez went over to the bookcase. As he was nervously scanning the titles of the books, he saw a small framed picture on the shelf. Like a scab that shouldn't be picked, Gutierrez just had to look and scrutinize the picture. It was a blurred photograph of someone Gutierrez vaguely knew but just couldn't place. The young man on the photo was handsome, with a full lower lip, a rather big nose and sad eyes even when he was grinning into the camera. Gutierrez gave a guilty start when the door opened and Skinner came back. "I'm sorry, sir," Gutierrez said even before Skinner closed the door behind him. "I didn't mean to invade your privacy like that." Skinner tiredly motioned for him to sit and Gutierrez sat down on the couch. "Would you like a drink?" Skinner asked. Gutierrez had never seen him so tense and the eyes behind the DD's glasses were unreadable. "I can't, sir," Gutierrez declined, although he did want one bad by now. "I'm driving home." Skinner gave a heavy sigh and ran a hand over his bald head as he gathered his thoughts. He sat down opposite Gutierrez. "I know I would just look stupid if I told you that it isn't what you think, Agent Gutierrez," Skinner began. "It is exactly what you think." "Sir, it's none of my business..." Gutierrez was about to rise to leave but Skinner held up a hand. "No, it is your business," Skinner finally snapped at him and drew another deep breath to calm himself down. "I am currently in...in a homosexual relationship with Agent Mulder." So that was why the man was familiar, Gutierrez mused when Skinner mentioned the name of the agent. Gutierrez had seen the agent only a few times in the one year he'd been at the Hoover. "All I want you to know is that my ability to stay in this relationship is presently hinging on what you will reveal to anyone else," Skinner said, his teeth clenched. "If it ever comes down to me choosing my job and Agent Mulder, there is no question that my job is something that I could give up just like that. Before you get the wrong impression that I am in the habit of seducing younger agents, I would like to tell you that Agent Mulder and I have been in a monogamous relationship for five years now." "It's okay, sir," Gutierrez said, "I always keep my mouth shut and if I can say so, sir, I could see that your personal life has never interfered with your work." Skinner seemed to visibly relax after that. He led his driver out of the apartment and Gutierrez again apologized. "I know Agent Mulder might be upset," Gutierrez said, just before he left. "Please tell him I'm sorry and that he shouldn't worry." ................................................................. Skinner sighed heavily as he walked up the stairs. He found Mulder sitting up tensely on the bed with Taylor's head on his knee. Skinner smiled ironically to himself. Mulder had just recently converted to Jockeys for his underwear and it now was highly probable that he would go back to boxers by tomorrow. "I'm sorry, Walter," Mulder stated in a low voice. " I know you've always told me not to go walking around the house in my underwear. What if OPC launches an investigation?" "Then let OPC investigate," Skinner said. "I had a talk with Gutierrez and he seems to be the type to keep his mouth shut. But of course, only time will tell if he keeps his word. By the way, he told me to tell you that you shouldn't worry." "I am worried," Mulder declared miserably. "What if you lose your job and be a laughingstock as Deputy Director? You know that no matter how good you are in your job, everything would be overshadowed by sensational news." Skinner just shrugged. "I know your fears are well-founded, Fox," Skinner said as pragmatic as ever. "But at this time of night, there is nothing more we can do. Plus if I so much as try to talk to Gutierrez again, he might feel threatened that I am trying to fire him. Come on, let's get into bed." Both of them slept fitfully however. It was a sensation of deja vu that Skinner and Mulder were extra vigilant the next few days. Gutierrez was hard to gauge, because he maintained his usual affable and bland self. Skinner felt uncomfortable with him the first time he rode with him again after three days but things went smoothly after that. He had no way of knowing that Gutierrez was fairly embarrassed more because of his invasion of the privacy of his boss than the revelation about his sexual proclivities. Mulder, too, was more than uncomfortable when he spied Gutierrez in the Hoover two months later. Gutierrez smiled at him in recognition, but Mulder had to fight down the urge to punch out the guy in the hallway. That would only cause more trouble. Mulder was feeling pretty down for the last two months. It was one thing for Scully to know about his relationship with Skinner. After all, she was his best friend and they've known each other for a long time already. However, it was another thing for other Bureau personnel, especially male personnel to know about him and Skinner. But Gutierrez seemed true to his word and no one was the wiser. CHAPTER FOUR NATURALISTIC PREMIER Skinner was finally adjusted to the heavy responsibilities such that they were able to go to the cabin regularly again. He found that he was enjoying the new challenges his job offered. He was feeling pretty potent the past few weeks with he and Mulder having sex on a daily basis again. He was embarrassed by the recent trend of what turned him on, that of dominating Mulder more thoroughly than usual. But Mulder seemed not to mind and also liked Skinner's reactivated libido. Skinner had to admit that having the increased work load agreed with him. So one weekend found Skinner and Mulder taking their regular walk in the woods. Skinner left Taylor in the house, saying that he didn't want the dog with them for once. They hiked a while and Mulder wondered why Skinner was taking a circuitous route, away from the usual path. But he made out a flash of red through the trees and as they neared it, Mulder realized that it was a large flannel blanket. Skinner's intentions were made clear when he started kissing Mulder's neck. "Come on, Fox, wouldn't it be great if we made love here?" Skinner breathed as he kissed the skin of the younger man which was covered with the light sweat of their exertions through the woods. "We've never made love outside since Belize and it would be nice to do it right here." "I see you've had this planned in advance?" Mulder had to moan as Skinner slowly unbuttoned his shirt and slipped a hand inside to pet his chest. They sank to the blanket and Skinner proceeded to make love to him. At first, Mulder thought that Skinner would want it fast, but the DD was taking his time and seemed to revel in having Mulder naked on the blanket; he had to admit that Mulder's pale smooth skin overlying the bright red textured pattern of the material made a satisfying sight. For once, Mulder was fully taken up by the experience and gave up any thoughts of discovery. Skinner had him in his mouth and the wet hot mouth of Skinner contrasted sharply with the light cool breeze. "Look at you, baby, you're so hard and ready," Skinner sighed as he smiled down at the totally mesmerized agent. "I want you to come first for me, honey." Skinner took out the tube of lubricant from his pocket and generously smeared Mulder's pink parts with it. "I want to see all of you, baby," Skinner said, "Can you squat for me?" Mulder dazedly complied and planted his feet on the blanket as he carefully squatted. It was awkward but also arousing to have his genitals dangling so freely. It also gave better access to his nether parts. Skinner took Mulder's scrotum in his hand and gently kneaded his testes. Then Skinner took out the anal vibrator and carefully inserted it up the agent's rectum. Mulder had to hold on to Skinner's powerful shoulders to keep his balance. "Deeper, Walter," Mulder gasped. Skinner had to be careful in gauging the depth of the vibrator's penetration through his lover's body. He'd asked their doctor about the usage of the vibrator a few months ago and he had been warned that in the squatting position, the vibrator had to be used judiciously. Mulder's body was shuddering as Skinner varied the pattern of the in and out motion with occasional rotation of the cylinder. He didn't bother to turn on the vibrator because from experience, he knew that Mulder would come in a hair trigger's notice when the machine was on. "You should see yourself, honey," Skinner encouraged lovingly. "You're so beautiful...Oh, baby, come for me, baby." Skinner's other hand concentrated on Mulder's penis and the younger man was soon arching helplessly against him as his penis squirted its seed. Skinner immediately withdrew the vibrator lest Mulder impale himself with it as he collapsed. The older man carressed the shudders away and when Mulder opened his eyes, Skinner turned his face to him. "Can I come in now?" Skinner asked, as he started unbuttoning his fly front. Mulder nodded and turned on his front and splayed his legs. Skinner gently reinserted the vibrator and when Mulder's orifice was ready, he plunged in. Mulder was so slick and soft and hot and smooth but Skinner consciously restrained his thrusts, mindful of not hurting his Mulder. When Mulder started to thrust back against him, Skinner knew that Mulder was ready for the deeper penetration and he raised both of them to their knees as his thrusts gained power. "You're so big, Walter," Mulder managed to gasp. Skinner's thick long member filled him up just right. "Who's your big man, Fox?" Skinner growled as his hips continued. "You, Walter!" Mulder howled. "Only you!" Mulder came again and was followed by Skinner's copious ejaculation into Mulder's gut. Mulder's eyes finally came open after a few minutes. He liked being completely nude under the still fully clothed Skinner; he could feel the roughness of the denim and the softness of the flannel shirt. Skinner was taking his time regaining his breath, playing with Mulder's hair and breathing in his scent. When Mulder started to wriggle from Skinner's weight, the DD withdrew and he took out his handkerchief as he wiped off the semen and lubricant from Mulder's creases. He threw off the handkerchief once he'd wiped himself off as well and spent the next few minutes kissing the nude Mulder under the trees. Mulder au naturel was intoxicating. "Oh, honey, I love you so," Skinner said, crushing the younger man to him as Mulder just as uninhibitedly clung to him. "You're so beautiful." Eventually, they had to leave. They headed back to the cabin to the joyful barks of Taylor, who thought they'd forgotten about him. Mulder exhaustedly crashed on the couch as Skinner took a brief shower. When he left to walk the dog, Mulder was still sound asleep. By the time Skinner returned, it was getting dark. The kitchen lights were on which meant that Mulder was now fully awake. He found the agent cooking dinner at the stove. He had that post-coital flush that Skinner thought suited him so well. "I was getting worried, it's almost dark," Mulder kissed him deeply as he stood by the kitchen door damp from his shower, with the sauce spoon on one hand. "So now you know how I felt on our first Thanksgiving here," Skinner said ironically as he remembered his own frantic thoughts at the time Mulder had left the cabin in a huff when they had fought about calling his parents. Mulder grinned evilly at him then went back to the stove. Skinner was struck at how domestic they seemed, especially with the dog underfoot. There was nothing to beat going home to a happy sexually fulfilled partner, eager to please him. A nice warm cabin by the lake with the whiff of something good in the air just completed the picture just fine. It just gave him a nice warm feeling inside, as if everything was all right in the world. Skinner was pleased with the way Mulder had adjusted to his new AD. There was a conspicuous absence of incident reports and official reprimands. Skinner made surreptitious inquiries and found that Mulder was performing up to par in the last months. One of his apprehensions about his climb up the ladder was that Mulder would have a hard time with the new AD. But Mulder was surprisingly more mature now and could handle authority figures much better. Skinner didn't know if it was just due to the passage of time or due to Mulder's enduring relationship to a particular authority figure. CHAPTER FIVE MALL BULLDOG A few days later found Skinner in the mall. He was able to leave work early for once and was now shopping. Because it was a weekday, his agent was following him around, trying to look inconspicuous. Skinner needed some new shirts and other things. Because of his larger than normal neck size, it was sometimes difficult to buy shirts that fitted him. Then, out of habit, he got some shirts for Mulder, too. Somehow, the agent had trashed four shirts on his latest traveling foray. By this time, Skinner had given up asking Mulder why he seemed to go through his shirts as if these were disposable. Even the economical Mrs. Jackson had thrown up her hands at being handed another set of shirts to darn. And the stains on them were sometimes beyond belief. Popped buttons and torn pockets were one thing, but bile stained, bloodied or green-acid-eaten-away- shirts were something else. Shirts for work was easy to buy for Mulder because they basically wore the same type of dress shirt, although Mulder had more of the light blue kind while Skinner confined himself to white shirts. After making the purchase, Skinner wandered over to the more casual wear and got some things for Mulder there as well. He could already accurately gauge Mulder's tastes in casual clothes and it was rare that Mulder returned any of the things he bought. Mulder hated shopping in the malls and had gladly turned over the task to Skinner. The older man wryly noted that as he did more and more of the clothes shopping, he had improved Mulder's wardrobe surreptitiously. As Skinner stood in the underwear section, he observed that most if not all the men shopping in the men's section were accompanied by their wives or girlfriends. He was guilty of such a thing too when he was married to Sharon. It seemed that women didn't trust men in their judgment in choosing their own clothes. More than once, Skinner could remember fitting something in the fitting room and going out so that Sharon would approve the fit and style of the clothes. All around the country one can find women clustering around the entrance of men's fitting rooms waiting for their husbands or boyfriends to come out. Skinner then picked out more tasteful boxers for Mulder. He was back to wearing boxers these days, saying that briefs for him was bad luck. Fortunately, Mulder's boxers were more streamlined because Skinner was buying those for him too. There were less weird prints circulating in Mulder's underwear drawer although sometimes, Skinner still bought Mulder some of those if anything caught his eye. A brief foray into the socks section replenished their socks supply. Skinner's socks were mainly dress socks while Mulder needed more of the cushioned athletic ones for his running. Skinner could freely go around and shop for Mulder in the department store because Gutierrez was the one with him. If it had been another agent, Skinner knew that there would be talk about Skinner buying clothes obviously so much smaller than his size. He had come to appreciate Gutierrez' discretion. The young agent was as tight-lipped as ever and had kept his word about not blabbing. Skinner was sorry that Gutierrez' tour of duty in his security team would be over in two months. It was of course a waste of an agent's training just to be a glorified bodyguard even if they were fresh agents from regional Bureau offices who just needed to get used to the Main HQ before starting in the various departments at the Hoover. It was also more prudent to rotate agents because it kept them on their toes, with less slip-ups because the longer one was responsible for the security of one person, the more likely one could become lax. When he got home, he found Mulder engrossed in front of the television with the latest primetime science fiction serial. Taylor was at his feet. Mulder absently returned his kiss and nodded when Skinner showed him his new clothes. With his attention no longer riveted at the television at the next commercial, Mulder turned his attention to Skinner's purchases and grinned appreciatively at the older man's choices. "Do you like those, honey?" Skinner asked as he sipped his scotch. "Are the shirts okay?" "Yeah, these are just right," Mulder said. He pointed to one T-shirt. "Did these come in different colors, too?" Skinner leaned forward and saw that Mulder was referring to one of the Ralph Lauren shirts. He shook his head and hitched up his tails of his shirt from his trousers and Mulder knew that the bigger man wanted his back scratched. As Mulder watched the show, he scratched Skinner's back for him and Skinner sighed with satisfaction as Mulder settled on a particularly itchy spot. Once the show was over and Skinner's back was itch-free, they heated up Mrs. Jackson's dinner and ate it companionably in the kitchen. Later that night, just before he turned off his lamp at the nightstand, Skinner reflected that it had been a good weekday. He started off with a good workout that morning on his machine. The office was relatively stress free with none of the usual meetings that got nowhere, the problems at work presented to him had their solutions, he was able to squeeze a few minutes of shopping, Mrs. Jackson's stew was particularly good, and he and Mulder just made love, leaving him in just the right mood to fall into a deep sleep. END OF BACCARAT FIGURINES III (1/3) BACCARAT FIGURINES III (2/3) by Sean Spencer seans13@hotmail.com WARNING: Slash NC-17 Skinner/Mulder DISCLAIMER IN PART ONE CHAPTER SIX URTICARIAL SCARE It was three a.m. when Ray Cormier got to his clinic. Such strange hours weren't unusual in his general practice because of his clientele. But the last few days had been particularly exhausting because of the seemingly endless requests from his patients at all hours. He was barely awake now as he pulled up the driveway. He wasn't surprised that there was a dark car, a late model luxury one already waiting at the parking lot, near the entrance door to his clinic. Cormier saw the big bald bespectacled man with the bulbous nose get out of the car. The look of anxiety and guilt was barely suppressed. Cormier got out of the car and greeted the man with just the right amount of concern and sobriety. He peered into the car and saw the hunched figure inside. "Good morning, Mr. Mulder," Cormier said as he was bending over. "I'll just open the clinic and we'll have a look at you in a jiffy." He opened the double doors to his clinic with his key and set about turning on the heat and lights. He let the couple in and they patiently waited at the hall. Cormier knew these two relatively well, although they had only appeared together once or twice as a couple in all the years he'd been their doctor. Cormier knew that they worked for the Bureau and that their appointments were for the "even" days. His secretary knew what that meant, though Cormier doubted that his patients ever caught on with the way he scheduled them. "Even" days meant that he confined his appointments to the closeted ones while the "odd" days were for his patients who were out. These two were definitely still in the closet, probably because they were in law enforcement. He kept those "even" and "odd" days mainly for patients like these, who would feel very uncomfortable with sitting in the waiting room next to a drag queen or someone with green hair. It also tended to increase compliance in their keeping appointments. Cormier tried to hurry up with opening up the various doors to the examining rooms and the storage areas. He could see the obvious discomfort of the younger man. Once he had the examining room ready, he ushered the younger man into it and told him to get into the paper gown. Ray waited for the requisite few minutes and tried not to keep his eyes from closing. He'd been in practice for fifteen years. No, he wasn't gay but he confined his practice to these men for the last ten years mainly because it was a vow he made since his brother died of AIDS. His wife and kids complained about the irregularity of his working hours, but they rightly agreed with him that it was seasonal irregularity. He just wondered what it was this past two weeks that had him taking calls at all hours. It wasn't even a full moon and he'd been here almost every night for emergencies such as this. Just last night, he had to carefully extract an unusual gadget from a patient's rectum. He already had a nasty collection of his extracted stuff, so that he could orient new patients more clearly on the injudicious insertion of materials up their asses or on their penises. But this couple was a puzzle. Cormier knew that these two were ultra conservative and had been particularly devoted to each other, for years now. By what he remembered, for gay men they even had very unexciting whitebread kind of sex. So he had been confused an hour earlier when the older man had made a frantic call. Cormier finally called in the bigger man into his office. It was his usual strategy to call in the partner and interview him briefly for the description of the series of events and to instill in him a bit of guilt so that this episode won't be repeated. "Mr. Skinner," Cormier said, indicating the bald man to sit down. "I'd like you to make a brief rundown on what happened before I examine Mr. Mulder." As expected, Skinner blushed, turning his bald pate into an interesting color. Then he stammered that they had wanted to make love in the bathtub and had tried a new lubricant which was supposed to work well in water and was flavored. Skinner fortunately had the tube of lubricant in his pocket and had given the offending material to Cormier. Cormier looked at it dubiously and read the ingredients. Apparently, the lubricant had worked and they had made love. However, after two hours, the receptive partner started having the most severe case of pruritus ani. Skinner himself denied any symptoms. Of course, Cormier had to make sure that this wasn't an STD so he asked about the number of sexual partners Skinner has had for the past months. He was satisfied when the bespectacled man had reared back as if in shock at the idea that he was unfaithful. Cormier tried not to sigh as he got into the examining room and saw the younger man trying not to scratch through his paper gown. Cormier suddenly remembered him as the patient who was always uncomfortable whenever he was examined. After confirming Skinner's story with his partner, Cormier also asked about any extracurricular sex the younger man was having, but Mulder vigorously shook his head at the idea. Cormier's cynical eye misted for a second and told himself that there was love after all in a gay partnership. From his records, Cormier remembered that this patient only had one male sexual partner all his life, which was even a rarer feat, enough for Cormier to give him a medal. Most of the patients he saw in his clinic were notoriously promiscuous, notwithstanding the AIDS epidemic, whether they were in or out. Monogamous couples like these were very few and far between. "Would you like Mr. Skinner with you?" Cormier said, kindly. Mulder nodded and Cormier ushered in Skinner. Just like an obstetrician, Cormier confined the partner to the head of the examining table and fortunately they held hands as he completed his examination. These two really were sweet and Cormier didn't miss the glint of the ring on Mulder's finger. Fortunately, there were no systemic signs of severe allergy, with blood pressure normal, heart rate understandably fast, no rashes on the skin, no abdominal pain. The perineal exam however was something else. The perianal skin was very erythematous but no bullous formation was present which was a good sign. "Mr. Mulder, I'll just do a rectal, all right?" Cormier warned and the younger man tensed up. This one really hated rectals, unlike some of the patients he knew. Mulder hissed. "It hurts," Mulder moaned. The distress on Skinner's face was apparent, although he was trying to hide it. "I'm sorry, Mr. Mulder, but this will only take a minute," Cormier through long practice and kind words was able to get the examination done quickly. The anus was boggy in consistency from the edema, the sphincters with the tone typical of an anal receptive partner, and the anoscope revealed that there were no hemorrhoids nor fissures which meant that Skinner must be really careful. Presently, Cormier saw traces of fresh semen and the offending lubricant in the rectal vault, which of course was not unexpected. He took some swabs just for completion's sake. "Mr. Mulder," Cormier said, "the surrounding skin is very swollen and red and it most probably is due to severe contact dermatitis. You're very allergic to the lubricant. I take it that this is the first time you used it?" Mulder nodded. "There are still some left inside and if you pass it in your stool, the allergy will just get worse. I'm going to have to evacuate as much of the lubricant through the anoscope. It'll be uncomfortable but only for a few minutes. Then you'll feel better when I apply some Lidocaine ointment. This will provide immediate, but temporary relief. You'll have to apply hydrocortisone cream there twice a day and anytime after defecation. You must keep yourself really clean for the next five days. I'll also give you antihistamine tablets and antibiotics. And hot sitz baths three times a day. You got all that, Mr. Skinner?" The older man nodded, and Cormier felt sorry for him because the big man looked like he was close to tears. Cormier irrigated Mulder quickly and efficiently being careful to suction the liquid feces as much as possible to prevent any more of the lubricant from getting onto the perineal skin. The Lidocaine jelly provided seemingly magical relief. Once Cormier got to his office, he saw that Skinner was the shaky one. Just to complete everything, he examined Skinner's genitals to make sure that he wasn't developing an allergy, too. "Come on, Mr. Skinner," Cormier patted the broad shoulder as his other patient was zipping himself up. "It's not that bad. He'll have to stay at home for three days at the most, mainly because I will be prescribing very powerful antihistamines that might make him woozy. I've seen more cases like these since those flavored lubricants came on the market. There won't be any lasting physical effects." "I really didn't want to use it, but he was insistent," Skinner moaned into his hands. " He said he wanted to try it in the tub, but the last time we made love in the water was a year ago and he said it wasn't as smooth as he would like it." "Hey," Cormier further reassured the older man. "You have a normal active sex life with your partner. It's not against the law to try something new once in a while. You just made a mistake this time and I bet that this thing won't be repeated." " I just don't want him getting sick so much," Skinner said. "He's been in and out of the hospital so many times." "You take very good care of him," Cormier admitted. "I could see that you've been following the anal precautions we've previously discussed. There is no sign of overt damage due to carelessness in the area. It is quite evident you only want the best for him." Mulder shakily entered the room and Cormier repeated his instructions. By the time they left, an itch-free Mulder was smiling although Skinner was still grim. Mulder walked normally to the car and got in. Skinner gave a grateful glance at Cormier before they drove away. Cormier sighed again with exhaustion. It was now five o'clock and there was no use going home. He locked the clinic doors and ensconced himself onto one of the examination rooms and took a nap on the table. .................................................... Mulder tried to make light of the situation on the way back home but kept quiet when he saw that Skinner was seething. "I just wanted to try it," Mulder said in a small voice. "The guy at the shop said it was supposed to be okay." "It's not okay," Skinner almost spat out. "It's not okay when you have to stay home for three days because of a few minutes of fun. I'm sure you won't be so jolly once the effect of the Lidocaine wears off." Skinner became contrite after a few minutes. He drew Mulder to him to make the younger man feel better. "I think that next time we try anything new, we should discuss it with Dr. Cormier first, the way I discussed the use of the vibrator with him," Skinner said. "In light of your new found allergy, I think it prudent that we avoid using stuff like that until you have a test or something." "I don't think that discussing our sex life to the minutest detail and asking for permission for each new move in bed is a good idea," Mulder frowned. It gave him the creeps that someone else, even if he was a doctor, should know so much about them. "I'm tired, Fox," Skinner said. "Let's talk about it some other time once you're better. I have a meeting with Freeh in four hours and I'd like to take an hour of shut eye before that." "Okay," Mulder acquiesced. He leaned against the DD and slept the whole way back to the apartment. It was six o'clock once they got to the basement parking and the antihistamine had kicked in. Mulder was mildly incoherent when Skinner guided him to the elevator. He just barely made it to the bedroom and Skinner dressed him into pajamas to decrease the scratching opportunities. Skinner was able to grab a couple of hours of sleep and hurried through his morning routine, forgoing his workout. He talked with Mrs. Jackson, telling her to remind Mulder to drink his medications at the proper time. She was alarmed that Mulder was sick again and Skinner didn't feel like elaborating on the exact nature of his illness. She reassured him that she'd take care of Mulder and that she would take Taylor for his morning walk. She also told him that he would be the one to call Scully to inform her that Mulder will be absent today. Skinner profusely thanked her as he rushed out the door. Mulder woke up that afternoon, totally disoriented but very itchy. He went to the bathroom and gave a sigh of relief on lying down in the tub in hip deep warm water. He almost fell asleep in the tub again except for Taylor coming in and licking his face awake. Mulder dried off and found out how difficult it was to apply the hydrocortisone cream in that particular area. He got into a fresh pair of Skinner's pajamas and got back in bed. Having heard his footfalls, Mrs. Jackson entered later with a tray of lunch, which Mulder devoured. He wondered why she put a hand on his forehead to check for fever and blushed as he realized that Skinner hadn't briefed her on the nature of his sickness. He allowed her to fuss over him, straightening the bedclothes and fluffing his pillows. It was nice to be attended to hand and foot. But Mulder was still glum because he knew that Skinner might be annoyed with him. He was the one who had wanted to make love in the tub and had gone to great lengths to find that particular lubricant. Skinner, in fact, was dubious and it had taken most of Mulder's power of persuasion to convince the older man about its usage. Mulder just knew that when Skinner got back home, he would be given the cold shoulder probably for a few days. Mulder scratched himself as he watched Oprah and Rosie, shifting channels every few minutes. Mrs. Jackson returned to take away the tray and to make sure that he downed the rest of his pills for that day. He took another sitz bath. Mulder inevitably gave in to his heavy eyelids. He subconsciously felt Skinner slip into bed a few hours later. Skinner shook him awake. "Let me see," Skinner said gruffly. Mulder was at first confused but the older man was patting his buttocks. Mulder turned on his side and loosened the drawstring of his pajamas while Skinner turned back the bedclothes. The older man helped Mulder lower his trousers to his knees and surveyed the damage. He hissed. "Is it bad?" Mulder contorted himself trying to look. "It's very red," Skinner said impatiently as he grabbed the hydrocortisone from Mulder's night stand and applied the ointment himself. The cleft of the younger man's buttocks and both cheeks were red while the actual perianal area was very red. Mulder sighed with relief as he felt the hydrocortisone starting to work. Skinner's finger was gentle as it even went through the orifice to apply more of the substance up inside. Once he finished, Skinner gave Mulder an affectionate slap on the buttock and helped him back into his pajamas. At least, Skinner wasn't giving him the cold shoulder he'd expected. "Remind me to put more of the ointment before I go to work tomorrow," Skinner said gruffly. Mulder recognized that Skinner was in his short-tempered teddy bear mood and snuggled up to the torso of the bigger man once he came back from the bathroom. It was just a relief that he wasn't as mad as he thought he would be. Mulder's suspicions on the teddy bear mood were confirmed when Skinner grudgingly started kissing his hair. As long as Mulder didn't say much and cuddled up to him, Skinner would eventually be buttered up to. The younger man was finally rewarded by long slow strokes on his back as Skinner read some of the papers he occasionally took to bed with him. With the aid of the antihistamines, Mulder started drifting off to sleep. It was nice also to spend quiet evenings like this, just curled up in bed with Skinner, an arm flung over the broad chest and his face in that special place that was his alone on Skinner's neck. Skinner was still wearing his glasses as he perused his papers. "Honey, I need to move, my arm's numb," Skinner whispered quietly as he gently pushed away the agent. Mulder mumbled and refused to budge. It was too comfortable to move and Mulder tried to gain a few more minutes. After two more requests from Skinner, Mulder finally shifted and kissed Skinner's neck before detaching himself. Mulder was drooling into his pillow early the next morning and groaned when he felt Skinner insistently patting his hip to shake him awake. Skinner pulled down his pajama pants again and with a wet washcloth, cleaned the area and then applied more of the cream. "Is it better?" Mulder mumbled. "Maybe," Skinner answered. "But I'm not so sure." Mulder heard Skinner take his morning shower. It was barely dawn outside and the grayish cast in the room was interrupted by the sharp beam of light from the bathroom. Since he had nothing better to do, Mulder waited for Skinner to emerge from the bathroom so that he could watch the older man in his morning ablutions. It was rare that he did this because on most weekdays, he had to get up at the same time as Skinner and most weekends, he was out cold. After a few minutes, the sound of water from the shower stopped and Skinner got out. From Mulder's vantage point on the bed, he had a clear view of Skinner through the half open bathroom door. Like always, each of the movements of the ex-Marine were spare and showed off his muscles beautifully. The only time Mulder ever saw his partner's hair in a disheveled state was after his shower and on waking up in the morning. Skinner was drying off his hair, then his face and neck, his torso, between his legs then his legs and feet. He tied the towel around his waist as he faced the mirror and then meticulously combed his hair. Mulder grinned when Skinner spied Mulder's sink area and muttered darkly under his breath as he grudgingly straightened out the haphazard toiletries for the nth time. Then Skinner raised each arm to apply his deodorant. After which, he started shaving. There were no wasted movement in the way Skinner shaved. Just the right amount of shaving cream was sprayed from the can onto his hand then applied over the strong jaw and upper lip. He even used a straight razor, expertly flicking the shaved cream onto the sink with the barest wrist movement. Within a few minutes, the shaving was done and Skinner wiped off the excess cream with a towel, then aftershave was applied. All his toiletries were stored back into the medicine cabinet then the sink wiped off, leaving no trace that the sink and bathroom had ever been used. He walked out of the bathroom and then opened his closet. The underwear drawer was opened, the towel around his waist discarded then he stepped into his briefs. The white undershirt followed and dark socks were pulled on as he sat on the chair beside the closet. And then he surveyed his clothes, thinking for a brief second on what he would wear for the day. As usual, the heavily starched inevitable white shirt was taken out of the laundry plastic bag; after which he put on the trousers of his charcoal grey suit. Belt followed then the highly polished shoes. Tie in a Windsor knot and another shuffle through a drawer and a handkerchief was put into his right pocket. Wire rims last. Skinner then shrugged into his suit jacket and was now officially the Deputy Director. Skinner then bent over the bed as he shuffled the papers he'd slept with into manila folders. He reached over to kiss Mulder goodbye. He was surprised to find the younger man awake and was yawning as he stood up. "It's barely six, Fox," Skinner whispered. "Go back to bed." "I've been in bed the whole day yesterday, Walter," Mulder yawned again as he grabbed Skinner's briefcase and went down the stairs. "The least I can do is eat breakfast with you. " Skinner smiled as he followed Mulder, whose hair was standing on end and having to hold the pajama trousers with one hand to keep it from falling below his hips. "It's low fat granola," Mulder said as he set out a bowl and poured the cereal into two bowls. "But you hate cold cereal," Skinner said as he started on his own bowl. It truly was endearing of Mulder to wake up early just to eat breakfast with him. "As long as it's not cornflakes or anything that resembles it like Wheaties, Total," Mulder said as he spooned the granola into his mouth. "Granola looks like it's a different species altogether. And the doctor said I should eat a lot of roughage." Skinner regretted that he had to eat so quickly. He reminded Mulder to confirm his doctor's appointment tomorrow and then left after kissing Mulder a goodbye. Once Skinner was out of the apartment, Mulder spewed out the half-chewed granola from his mouth and threw away the rest into the sink. He still hated cereal but he hadn't wanted Skinner to leave without something resembling breakfast. The older man was working so hard for the past months and Mulder wanted to make sure that he was getting three meals a day. As far as he knew, there were only two episodes of hypertension since Skinner had been DD, but he didn't discount the possibility that Skinner would hide the true state of his health. CHAPTER SEVEN ODD AND EVEN Sitting in Cormier's waiting room sure made Mulder uncomfortable. He didn't know that he was on an "odd" day. Cormier had rescheduled him on the next available follow up instead of waiting for an "even" day. The doctor rarely did this for the closeted patients except when a close follow-up was required. The waiting room was full of the leather bondage type of people with a smattering of effeminate types and one with a serious love of piercing. Mulder couldn't keep his eyes from the guy, taking in the nose ring, about five earrings per ear and the tongue stud. He'd never felt so out of place in the clinic before. He was the only person in the waiting room in a Polo T-shirt and jeans. There were two leather clad men who were giving him the eye, causing Mulder to look away in nervousness. He was just glad that he didn't come from the office or else he would have been the only one there in a suit. That would make him really stand out. Adding to his discomfort was the intense desire to scratch. After twenty minutes of being squeezed between a drag queen and a leather jacket, he almost gave a sigh of relief when the nurse called him. The guy on his right had been pressing his knee to him quite insistently. The nurse led him to a cubicle and told him to put on the paper gown. Dr. Cormier came in after a few minutes and apologized about scheduling him with the irregular clientele. Hopefully he said, it wouldn't be repeated. He briefly checked Mulder and saw that the allergy was subsiding as expected and that there were no side effects with the various drugs he was taking. Cormier gave him a prescription for more medications including some bulk laxatives and then dropped his bombshell. Mulder was supposed to abstain from anal intercourse for a month. Cormier had to refrain to keep from chuckling at the young man's face, which had fallen quite noticeably. "We want the area to completely heal," Cormier explained to lessen Mulder's dismay. "The tissues down there would bleed and eventually scar if you engage in vigorous activity . Scarring in turn would cause a lot of problems in the future, especially if the passage narrows." Mulder left the clinic after checking to make sure that none of the more interesting clientele of Cormier hadn't followed him to his car. As he drove back home, the implications of Cormier's warning began to sink in. Except for the time they were separated for eight months so long ago, this was the first time he and Skinner would have their lovemaking severely curtailed. The times when either one of them were ill didn't count of course. In some ways, the previous separation was easier because they weren't living together then and were pointedly ignoring each other except for the occasional meetings in Skinner's office. Of course, there were other ways of making love but for the past two months, Skinner had been pretty ardent and had only been satisfied with frequent actual intercourse between them. He himself had been caught up in Skinner's renewed libido, too, and to him, nothing could ever beat being as one with the older man in the actual physical sense. Mulder had no choice and glumly waited for Skinner in a blue funk. With the antihistamines discontinued, Mulder meanwhile used up his energy running with Taylor in tow. Tomorrow, he would be back to work and during his run, he was thinking up plausible reasons for his absence that would pass muster with Scully. After all, this latest escapade was indeed embarrassing and there were things even Scully shouldn't know about him. Skinner arrived that night relatively early for him at six o'clock. Skinner wasn't as upset as he thought he would be about the curtailment of their activities. He accepted the news with grace and they spent the night playing gin rummy with Skinner losing most of the time because Mulder could keep track of the cards. The next few days were occupied with work as Mulder readjusted to going back to the grindstone. He had to endure a few minutes at the Bureau clinic with a note from Dr. Cormier to Dr. Rivera explaining his absence from work the last few days. Just like always, Mulder couldn't meet Rivera's eyes as the astonished doctor read the referral form. Thankfully, Rivera just gave him a quick physical. It was the first time Mulder had ever been incapacitated by something he'd done on a sexual whim. It helped that he were on a case out of town again. The usual three days were spent in a regional office, sifting for clues that the locals missed. Once they were back in DC, Mulder watched with envy as Scully left the airport with her husband. Skinner was now too high profile to even fetch him from the airport. So it was with some temper that Mulder slammed his car shut when he got out of it at the apartment parking basement. He angrily wrestled with his bags through the double doors leading to the elevators and impatiently waited for a ride up the building. Once he got in, however, he was surprised when there was a figure in the dark that caught him up in an embrace with the familiar haze of aftershave. He was literally being ravished by Skinner right there by the front door. "Wal...Walter, I haven't even...showered," Mulder was trying to push away from the intoxicating kisses of the older man. "That's okay, I have," Skinner breathed. "Sometimes, I like you like this." Mulder felt his clothes being hastily peeled from him and he couldn't believe it when he felt Skinner's mouth on him. They were soon busily writhing on the floor, the living room filling with their heavy sighs and gasps. Mulder arched his back as he came in Skinner's mouth and then reciprocated. In a few minutes, Skinner grunted happily when he ejaculated into Mulder's own mouth. "So, how was your trip?" Skinner laughed once they got their breaths back. Mulder chuckled and nestled on the carpet with the older man. They were both of various stages of undress, Mulder still in his regulation suit although there was nothing regulation about the way his shirt , belt and trousers were open and twisted. Skinner's pajama trousers, in turn, were around his knees. Once they found the floor too hard, they both stood up, with Skinner putting his nightclothes to rights, while Mulder shed his clothes right then and there and went up to take a shower. Skinner shook his head as he gathered up Mulder's discarded clothes and luggage and brought it up to the bedroom to dispose of properly. Once he came back from his shower, Mulder crawled into bed and snuggled against Skinner as the older man watched the late news while Mulder started to snore. He awakened when Skinner nudged him insistently. "I want to congratulate you, baby," Skinner said. "I just got your efficiency rating from your AD. It's the highest in your unit, even higher than Scully's. So you're a pretty damned good agent even when I'm not your supervisor. It's just that you haven't had objective feedback for the last five years. I just wanted you to know." Skinner very rarely if at all notified him of his actual status in the Bureau because such data were classified from the underlings. "So is that why I got that particular homecoming?" It was good to hear that another Bureau superior agreed to what Skinner already knew about his skills as an agent. "Agent Mulder, are you blushing about the news?" Skinner teased. "Everyone seems to have noticed that it has been a long time since you ditched your partner, no incident reports have been filed against you, your paperwork is now superb and your relations with the local law enforcement staff is agreeable to all concerned. More importantly, you have not incurred any injuries to your person and the insurance people are rejoicing. You have been one good boy for the past months." "So shouldn't I deserve a kiss?" Mulder pretended to pout. Skinner chuckled and bestowed a quiet kiss of congratulations on his forehead. Mulder grinned happily as he settled back under the covers. Mulder's next follow-up was on an "even" day three weeks later. This time, the patients in the waiting room were all avoiding each other's eyes and the room was quiet. Each was huddled behind a magazine and Mulder had to settle for the Advocate while the rest were reading Time, Newsweek and National Geographic. Of course, he was much better with nary a trace of the effects of the offending lubricant. But reading the graphic descriptions on the proper technique of anal intercourse in another magazine was making him uncomfortable this time. It had been a difficult three weeks, only made tolerable by the fact that he had to be frequently out in the field. Cormier this time did a rectal on him, unlike his last follow up. The physician was satisfied with the healing and gave him a slight reprieve. Mulder blushed again when Cormier gave him strict guidelines on what Skinner could stimulate him with, but actual intercourse was still out until next week. Mulder couldn't wait on going home. Next week, of course, Skinner finally unleashed himself and roared into Mulder like a freight train, to the agent's delight. But Skinner was a gentle freight train and things were back to normal. "That was great, honey," Skinner moaned as he dismounted from Mulder. He got up and went to the bathroom. After cleaning up himself, Skinner went back to the bed where Mulder was still lying down spread eagled on the bed. The older man cleaned off the agent and gently checked that no harm had been done. With a hand on Mulder's shoulder, he urged the agent to turn onto his back as he wiped off the traces of semen from the bed and from Mulder. "Walter, thank you," Mulder said once Skinner got back to bed. Skinner laughed and told him that after all these years, he didn't need to be thanked. "But it's the polite thing to do," Mulder said defensively. "I always like the way you make love to me." "Always?" Skinner teased. "Well...when you're not in a hurry," Mulder clarified. He still had sore memories of the time when Skinner just made Deputy Director. "What's the best parts of our lovemaking for you?" Skinner's interest was peaked. He was surprised when Mulder blushed and took his time in answering. "When we're face to face...you're taking your time so slowly and you're so big inside me...and you're so deep..." Mulder began, "And the lube's just right, not too cold...then you ask me if my legs aren't tired...I love that about you, Walter...when you're always asking how I'm doing when we're in the middle of it...I also know when you're trying to hold back in coming so that I would come first." "I'm glad you appreciate my technique," Skinner said drily as he ran a hand through Mulder's hair. "What else?" "I really love it sometimes when you forget to remove your glasses and it's even better for me when you're in a white shirt," Mulder revealed. "It always reminds me of my first time with you when I thought you were the stern and gruff AD. I like it too when you're close to coming and you make those small sounds. What about you, Walter?" "I like it when you're so aroused you're almost incoherent," Walter began. "It's great when we're face to face, but sometimes when we do it with you lying on your front, I really love it when I have a clear view of your buttocks and it gives me a rush when I part it. Then once I'm in you, and we're going at it really hot, you rise up on your knees and the feel of your stomach under my hands when I'm supporting you. It has this special feel when I come inside and when I withdraw. I love the way you smell too. Then once we're finished, it isn't complete for me until I clean you up. I'm glad you allow me to do that." "Unlike you, I like it better when you're completely naked," Skinner added. They were feeling especially close to each other. It was the first time they ever did these true confessions thing and Mulder was feeling vulnerable again. He was lying on top of Skinner under the covers, with his head on Skinner's chest. Skinner was alternately rubbing his back and running his hand through his hair. Then he felt Skinner's hand straying to his buttock and Mulder sighed when Skinner once again had his right index finger going in and out of Mulder's anus. At first the younger man was still except for parting his legs. But he found that he needed to move and his squirming brought his hardening penis against Skinner's right hip. Mulder couldn't help himself and found that he was grinding against Skinner's hip with his right leg thrown carelessly across the older man's leg. "That's it, honey, you're so hot," Skinner encouraged him as he continued the in and out motion of his right index finger. Mulder had been deprived of his anal stimulation too long and was now making up for lost time. Skinner maneuvered his hand and managed to gently scrape against the younger man's prostate. "Right there, Walter!" Mulder gasped and ejaculated after Skinner pressed on his prostate again. This time Mulder was limp after having come twice for the night. "Good night, Fox," Skinner kissed the younger man and wiped him clean. CHAPTER EIGHT AQUARIUM UNCLE Mulder looked up with apprehension at the large Georgetown townhouse. He tried to smile bravely at Skinner before they got out of the car. He still couldn't believe it when Skinner's Uncle Charles had invited them over for dinner. Mulder hadn't wanted to come and had argued with Skinner for accepting the invitation without telling him. For once, Skinner rightfully got angry at him for whining about it. He probably wouldn't have his job now if it hadn't been for Skinner's relatives. So now, he stood with Skinner by the front door, feeling stupid in his new blazer and tie. Skinner even told him what to wear. He was surprised that the older man hadn't slicked down his hair with water to make him presentable, just like what his mom did to him when he was a little kid. It was the first time that one of their own relatives was meeting them as a couple. A major part of Mulder's apprehension, however, had more to do with unpleasant memories. For him, seeing relatives for dinner meant reprimands and resentful silences. It didn't help matters any that this Georgetown building had a glaring resemblance to Bill Mulder's Boston townhouse. "Relax," Skinner murmured as he gave Mulder's arm a squeeze. Skinner rang the doorbell and was surprised when Uncle Charles answered the door himself. The old man greeted them warmly, saying that it was good that Skinner looked well. "So this is your...partner?" Uncle Charles asked as Skinner thrust Mulder forward. The handsome younger man looked positively nervous. "You've met Fox Mulder before at the hospital, Uncle," Skinner said. "Pleased to meet your, sir," Mulder held out his hand but was surprised when Skinner's uncle gave him an embrace just like he'd done with Skinner. "So I heard that you're the newest family member," Uncle Charles smiled kindly. The dinner went smoothly with the old man having an open mind about their relationship. Mulder's resentment about Skinner keeping him in the dark about his relatives evaporated when he learned the whole story. It turned out that Skinner and Uncle Charles were especially close and had known about his existence since the MJ files fiasco. Uncle and nephew kept in touch with calls at the office and not at home. They were only invited now because Uncle Charles' wife wouldn't have understood, being the very proper lady that she was. She'd even strongly disapproved of Skinner's divorce so it was accurately predicted that it would have been asking too much of her in her old age to understand Skinner's new lifestyle. However, now that she was dead, Uncle Charles felt it was time to renew seeing his favorite nephew. "You don't get to be my age and seen much of the world's troubles without becoming tolerant over some things that would have shocked me when I was younger," Uncle Charles explained. He took it seriously when his dear sister had told him to keep a close eye on her son at her deathbed. The old man was genuinely curious about Mulder and about his background. Skinner had to smile when he realized that Mulder was being grilled much the same way Sharon had undergone the same treatment when she'd met his mother for the first time. Mulder initially stammered in response and was intensely uncomfortable. It was always difficult talking about his family. It was even more difficult talking about your relatives over a steak dinner. The food was always getting stuck in his throat. Meeting one's in-laws was hard enough without having to reveal that your father was dead by an assassin and your sister kidnapped. "Your mother doesn't know about you and Walter?" Uncle Charles asked in surprise. "Fox's mom is old fashioned, too, Uncle Charles," Skinner smoothly interrupted when he saw that Mulder was getting distressed at the line of questioning. "As of now, we feel that she wouldn't understand." "But you are her only child, aren't you?" Uncle Charles probed. Mulder nodded and was relieved when Skinner skillfully steered the conversation to a more general topic. It helped immensely that Uncle Charles had an interest in the paranormal and the old man and Mulder had a lively discussion about ghosts. By the end of the evening, Uncle Charles had a genuine affection for the agent and there was talk about seeing both of them again. "See, it wasn't so bad," Skinner said once he started the drive home. Mulder slumped in his seat and loosened his tie. Skinner felt the beginnings of a headache, something that meant that he had been clenching his jaw too much throughout the evening. They were both wrung out. "I was just waiting for him to tell me to open my mouth to check my teeth," Mulder said tiredly. "Do you think he liked me?" "Yes, especially since you're the only one who ever took a serious interest in his sighting of that ghost in his house," Skinner chuckled. "I wouldn't be surprised if he calls you for all your ghost paraphernalia someday to check out the veracity of his story." Skinner's suspicions were right. Within the month, Uncle Charles called up Mulder at home and they set up ghost hunting nights. It wasn't unusual for Mulder to spend a night once a month in the Georgetown house as the two vainly tried to document the elusive ghost. Mulder inevitably became close to the old man and Skinner looked on in benign amusement as Mulder started treating Uncle Charles as a his own kind elderly uncle. Mulder didn't have memories of his maternal grandfather while his paternal grandfather had been a man to stay away from since even Bill Mulder had feared him. Things were getting serious between Uncle Charles and Mulder when the agent set up an aquarium for the old man. Pretty soon, dinner with Uncle Charles became an almost weekly affair for the three of them, regularly set at Thursday nights if their schedules matched. It came to the point that Mulder would even come over even if Skinner wasn't available. It was nice having a relative accept them for what they were and it was even nicer that Uncle Charles had accepted Mulder so wholeheartedly. Meanwhile, Mulder still continued to send Hallmark cards to his mother on a regular basis, although none of them were ever acknowledged. As far as Skinner knew, the last time Mulder ever saw his mom was four years ago after the MJ files. Now that four years had passed since he last saw her, Mulder was missing his mother terribly but never talked about it with Skinner. The agent saw it as his mother not wanting to see him because he was a terrible son, instead of the other way around, that Mrs. Mulder wasn't seeing him because she was a terrible mother. His now infrequent nightmares centered on feelings of abandonment, feelings engendered by his unfeeling mother. These last few months, Mulder's old obsession of finding Samantha was more acute, because to his mind, that was the only way that his mother was ever going to acknowledge his existence once again. Skinner rolled his eyes much like Scully would have done once he learned that Uncle Charles was now Mulder's partner in finding Samantha. Uncle Charles' more vast resources and staff were recruited in sifting through endless data to look for Samantha. Apparently, the two were now fast friends and it just made Skinner glad that Mulder had another friend to rely on. It was just icing on the cake that Uncle Charles was his favorite relative. Mulder made it his mission to check on Uncle Charles' aquarium regularly as a way of keeping in constant touch with the old man. CHAPTER NINE PERFUME ON MY SHIRT COURTESY OF THE GOOD LITTLE AGENT It was another late night for Skinner. Mulder woke up groggily on the bed as he heard Skinner come into their bedroom. It was past midnight and he could see that Skinner didn't have a good time at the dinner. Skinner had tiptoed into the room, trying to avoid making noise as he undressed and washed. Skinner seemed to take a long time in washing and when he slipped into bed, he flinched when he realized that Mulder was somewhat awake and was embracing him. Mulder sniffed and came fully awake when he smelled the perfume on Skinner. "Walter, that's perfume," Mulder sniffed again, trying to keep the quaver from his voice. "Well, the prim and proper lawyer from the DJ Scully set me up with turned out to be not so prim and proper," Skinner groused. "She couldn't keep her hands off me the whole night. Whatever gave Scully the impression that I would be safe with that...that hussy?" "Hussy; Walter?" Mulder relaxed. From the genuine tone of his voice and his honest indignation, Skinner was telling the truth. "No one uses that word anymore." "Slut then," Skinner said. "Once we were in the car, her hands kept straying everywhere. I swear, Fox, that was an octopus if I ever saw one. Even the presence of the driver didn't deter her one bit. You should see all the lipstick on my shirt." "Because I bet she found you so cute in your tuxedo," Mulder said good naturedly. "You really are hard to resist in your tux, Walter." "I just wish that I could take you to these stupid benefit dinners," Skinner sighed. "Aside from being so boring, I have to have a blind date each time. It's getting to be a pain having to deal with these blind dates. Maybe it would be a good idea to try one of those escort services...after all they're professionals and we could explain the situation..." "Don't you dare!" Mulder said indignantly. "She had her hands all over me," Skinner said in bemusement, "I guess I haven't lost it with women, huh?' "You haven't lost it with anyone, Walter," Mulder was starting to get jealous. Skinner could see that and continued on with his blow by blow account on how he had to fend off his date. Mulder's frown just became darker. When Skinner finally smiled, as his account got more elaborate, the younger man realized that he was being teased and playfully punched him. ............................................... Scully noticed a profound change in her partner since Skinner was made Deputry Director. Mulder was a lot more serious in his work and their closure rate just continued to climb. At first, with AD Wilson, she thought that the adjustment period would mean more reprimands just like when Skinner first became their AD the first year she and Mulder were partners. But it seemed that Mulder was being very careful with his work and was anxious to show Scully that having Skinner for his lover didn't mean that he would slack off. Mulder was more settled now these last few months, compared to the time when Skinner was first made DD. She had the distinct impression that Mulder was unhappy for about a few months. But now, Scully could see that Mulder was positively glowing, especially more so on Monday mornings when she knew that they came from their weekend retreats. "So, I guess sex with the DD has been good?" Scully had to tease him as they sat down for lunch in a booth in their usual Monday morning pub. "Sculleee!" Mulder hissed, looking around the restaurant in embarrassment. He could feel his face going hot and Scully was smirking knowingly at him. He looked at her for a moment then he had to ask. "Am I that transparent?" "Yes, Mulder," Scully confirmed, patiently. "Every Monday morning, you return to the basement like you've been recharged. You're very cheerful and breezy and it's actually funny by the way you try to look so nonchalant..." "Breezy, Scully?" "And you have this pink glow on your cheeks," Scully continued unabated. "Mulder, I can even tell on weekdays when..." "Scullee!" "But Mulder I told you you're quite transparent," Scully stated. "And for the past few weeks, it's almost everyday, hasn't it? Or should I say every night?" Mulder was too embarrassed to answer that. She was now such a good little agent that she barely missed such details anymore. "I guess he's insatiable," Scully said. "So I guess it's true about what they say of bald men." Mulder was now covering his reddened face with his hands. Their burgers were promptly brought by the waitress and for once, Mulder didn't wolf it down like the usual way. He was desperately trying for a quick retort but for the life of him he couldn't think of something in Scully that would indicate the same thing for her. Up to now, her private life has been just that, private. She was still enigmatic about her love life. "I'm just thankful, Scully," Mulder opened up, looking at her with earnestness. "We're going on our sixth year now and you know how unusual that is for people like us." Scully smiled kindly and her eyes grew wide when Mulder took off his watch and showed the inscription to her. It wasn't lost on her that the watch was so expensive. "He's the romantic type," Scully was surprised. It was hard to reconcile the stern and gruff and by-the-book DD with the side that Mulder obviously loved so much. That was why she had been so startled when she witnessed the stolen kiss between the two men in the airport so many months ago. "Well, he is," Mulder found that his voice had a defensive tone. "But he's romantic only to me." "And that's the way it should be," Scully said with finality. They finished their burgers and they rose to leave. There were a lot of other agents in the restaurants and Scully nodded and smiled at some of the ones she knew. Both of them paid for their bill at the door; it wasn't so unexpected when the machine wouldn't accept Mulder's charge card. The double doors suddenly flew open and a whole slew of Bureau personnel came in with Walter Skinner in the midst of it. Skinner almost lost it then, seeing Mulder arguing with the cashier. Most likely he was overdrawn again and seeing the younger man in such a typical Mulderish predicament almost brought an affectionate but highly uncharacteristic grin on Skinner's face. Only Scully was able to see ghost of a repressed smile as Skinner schooled his features to its usual Bureau mode. "Oh, Mulder," Scully said, trying not to grin herself. "Let me pay for it. You owe me one for this." It was completely surreal for Scully as Mulder and Skinner nodded to each other, desperately holding on to the fiction that this was just an encounter between an agent and his previous boss at a Bureau watering hole. "Good afternoon, sir," Scully said cheerfully as she signed for Mulder's lunch She found that it was quite easy to be cheerful to their old boss because of what Mulder had let slip during lunch. Her partner had merely confirmed her suspicions that Skinner must have been pretty horny for the past months. And here was their old boss trying to maintain a semblance of decorum between the three of them. Sometimes, life with these two was downright bizarre. Skinner nodded at her too before proceeding through the restaurant with his party. Before they went through the doors, Scully glanced behind her and saw that Skinner was working the tables, greeting the people that he knew. Well, she must say that Skinner has refined his networking abilities to a new high. "That was close, Mulder," Scully said as she got into the car. "He almost smiled at you in a not so professional way." "Can I help it if I'm so irresistible?" Mulder deadpanned. Scully hit him on the arm as he tweaked her nose. CHAPTER TEN FIRST HOUSEGUEST Michelle Lister paid the cab driver and tiredly got out of the taxi. She entered the lobby of her dad's building and lugged her backpack and luggage and waited for the elevator. She got into the next car and smiled vaguely at the two men inside. She saw that the seventeenth floor button was already punched. She looked at the two men and saw that they were talking to each other in low tones. The big yellow dog on the leash caught Michelle's eye as the animal wagged her tail at her and looked at her with equal interest. All of them got off at the seventeenth floor and Michelle was when the bespectacled man easily got her suitcase. "Let me help you with that," he said smiling down at her. "Which one's your apartment?" "1701," Michelle said. The man set down her luggage in front of her door and she thanked him. As she waited after ringing the doorbell, Michelle watched the two men enter 1704 with their own bags and the dog. Michelle waited and rang the doorbell again. After ten minutes of waiting and no one answering the door, Michelle got that familiar sinking feeling in her stomach again. Her father forgot again that she was coming for two weeks for the summer holidays. She came straight from school and it seemed that there had been another mix-up. She thought out her predicament. She had one dollar left after taking the cab. Even if she had access to a telephone, she couldn't very well call her mother or her stepfather because her mother and her new family were in Europe. As far as her mother was concerned, she was supposed to be at her father's now. But her father was nowhere to be found. She didn't know anyone in DC. And she was getting really hungry. Michelle sat in the hallway and thought about other solutions to her problem. It was hearing the dog's bark that saved her. She really had no other choice. All she could think of was that the man in glasses in the elevator seemed nice enough. Leaving her things at her father's apartment door, Michelle went to 1704 and rang the doorbell. Skinner wondered who could be at the door. He looked through the peephole, checked to see that Mulder was not in any state of undress and opened the door. The little girl from the elevator stood there before him. "Ye-es?" Skinner said, his frown creasing his forehead. "I'm supposed to meet my dad at his apartment but he's not there," the little girl said somewhat nervously. "I was wondering if I could use your phone?" "Sure," Skinner let her in and showed her the phone in the den. He then went back to the kitchen where Mulder was just putting dinner on the table. It was a Sunday night, another end to a perfect weekend. "Who was that?" Mulder asked. "The little girl from the elevator," Skinner said. "She wants to use the phone because her dad's not home." "That must be Lister's kid," Mulder said. They sat down and started eating. "He's divorced and he gets the kid for two weeks every summer. She was here last year, I think. Her name's Michelle." Michelle waited for the tenth ring but there still was no answer. The dog was looking at her and put his head on her knee. Somehow, she felt better with the dog. She thought of other people to call but there was no one else. Dejectedly, she stood up and left the library. She heard voices coming from the kitchen and she knocked on the swinging door. "Sir?" she called. "Thank you for letting me use your phone." The man with glasses opened the door and to her embarrassment, she saw that they were eating dinner. "Uhm, it's Michelle, isn't it?" the younger man asked. "Did you get in touch with your dad?" Michelle shook her head. "I'll try again later," Michelle said. "Thank you. I'm sorry for being a bother." The girl was about to leave when the one with glasses told her to wait. "You can't wait out in the hallway by yourself," he said. "By the way, I'm Walter and this is Fox. We'll try to see if we can find your father. In the meantime, it would be better if you wait here." Before Michelle could say anything more, Skinner got her things from the doorway of her father's apartment and put them in the den. Mulder set out another plate for her and told her to eat. Meanwhile, Skinner got on the phone and called the doorman, asking the time that Lister left. The two men were very kind. They were able to determine that her father had gone out a couple of hours earlier, probably on a date, Michelle thought. Skinner then told her to write a note on a piece of paper to tape to the apartment door so that her dad would know where to find her when he came back. It was kind of nice having a houseguest. Now that Skinner thought about it, Michelle was their first houseguest. Mulder kept her occupied by watching television with her while Skinner retreated upstairs to get a headstart on tomorrow's paperwork. By nine o'clock, however, Lister still hadn't shown up and when Skinner went down to check, he found that both of them were dozing off on the couch. Skinner got a blanket and pillows and prodded the two awake, telling Michelle that she could stay until her dad came back. Taylor stayed with the girl and he told her that he and Mulder would be just upstairs. "Uh, Walter, what if she comes up here?" Mulder asked as they undressed for bed. "I've already locked the door," Skinner said. "Maybe, we can convince her that we are just having a slumber party. When you were eleven, did you know about these things?" "Hell, no," Mulder declared. "I barely had the facts of straight sex." "I bet you were a cute innocent eleven year old," Skinner laughed. He took Mulder into a bear hug and squeezed him hard with affection. Mulder was slightly stiff, the little girl downstairs always at the back of his mind. Skinner could see that Mulder wasn't up to it tonight, but he certainly was. The DD couldn't get enough of Mulder these past month and right now, all he wanted to do was get into Mulder's pants. He started off with kissing the agent on the neck, knowing that this was something that Mulder could barely resist. Skinner managed to maneuver them onto the bed and soon had Mulder dazed on the pillows, not even protesting when Skinner pulled up his shirt from his jeans and unbuttoned it. "She's down there, Walter," Mulder's protest was very mild and Skinner smiled when Mulder started kissing him back with eager lips and tongue. It didn't take much more effort on Skinner's part before he had Mulder fully undressed and writhing under his mouth and hands. "Sshh..." Skinner hissed when Mulder's cries were becoming too loud. Somehow, he could sense that part of Mulder's excitement was due to the fact that they were making love in the house for the first time with someone else was in it, not counting Mrs. Jackson which had been accidental. Mulder eagerly turned to his stomach and shuddered when Skinner lovingly lubricated his moist parts. Skinner then parted Mulder's buttocks and easily slipped inside the younger man. Mulder had to bite into the pillows as the extreme pleasure threatened to engulf him. "Walter..." Mulder's moan was tempered to a whisper, "you're so big for me..." "Only for you, honey," Skinner said through clenched teeth. Mulder's silken hot sheath was intoxicating and Skinner ground his hips into the agent, making sure that he wasn't generating too much force. Skinner forced himself to go slow, the rhythm itself driving him to a frenzy. Somehow, it was all right, too that they had to keep as quiet as possible and when Mulder came, a small satisfied sigh was all that escaped, just the right tone of voice that Skinner liked. He himself, however, gave in to a loud grunt and stifled it unsuccessfully. Skinner laughed at his inability to keep as quiet as he should as he slumped onto Mulder's back. Skinner was just reaching for the washcloth when both of them froze at the knock on the door. "Sir?" they both heard the little girl's voice through the door. "Shit," Mulder shuddered as Skinner jerkily pulled out. Skinner put a reassuring hand on his back to calm him. "I'll take care of this," Skinner whispered. He said in a louder voice, "Michelle, I'll be right out in a minute." Skinner hastily put on his glasses and frantically searched for his bathrobe. It didn't help any that Mulder had used it a few days ago and the bathrobe wasn't in sight. Skinner hurriedly put on a pair of pajamas and told Mulder to bury himself under the covers. Then he opened the door. Michelle stood in the dim hallway light and Skinner's irritation softened when he saw how little she seemed. "What's wrong, honey?" Skinner said, kneeling down at her level. He just hoped that she couldn't smell Mulder on him. "The dog, sir," Michelle said. "He's crying." Skinner cocked an ear and indeed heard Taylor whining downstairs. The DD ran down the steps, followed by Michelle. It was unusual that Taylor would be disturbing them since the good natured dog never fretted. Skinner found the dog lying down on its side and from what he could surmise, its abdomen was slightly distended. Fortunately, the vet was easily called and the tentative diagnosis was a possible ingestion of a mild irritant plant from the vicinity of the cabin. "Michelle, would you be okay down here alone?" Skinner asked as he lifted Taylor with the intention of keeping the dog by their bed for the night. "Yes, sir," Michelle said. "I just hope he gets well." "His doctor said he should," Skinner tried to reassure her. Fortunately, the girl seemed to be no crybaby and settled back onto the couch in the den with aplomb. Skinner gently laid the dog on the floor on his side of the bed, making sure that there was a towel by the dog's head that could catch anything the dog might bring up. Being within the sphere of his two significant others, the dog seemed to calm down and Skinner sighed with relief as he got into bed. Mulder was curled up into a ball in the middle of the bed, taking up most of the space and the older man had to shove him to make him scoot over to his side of the bed. The next morning, Mulder went down the stairs to the kitchen and found that Skinner had already prepared breakfast. Skinner was leaving for work much earlier than before. Prior to going to work, he'd awakened Mulder to make sure that he knew that Taylor might need to be looked after closely. The dog was much better this morning and he was to wait for Mrs. Jackson to come in at seven thirty so that he could tell her to keep a close eye on the dog for the rest of the day. Mulder went for his morning run and saw that it was going to be another warm day. He had to mainly walk-run because he wanted to be sure that Taylor would have no difficulty catching up. When he got back to the apartment half an hour later, he was startled to find that Michelle was still there in the den. He went out to check 1701 and saw that the note Skinner had stuck on the door was still there. Mulder frowned and wondered what to do. He was due for work within an hour and a half and he wasn't sure if an eleven year old could be left alone in the house. He was very wary of leaving children alone in the house. The agent took a shower, fed Taylor, judicious that he didn't leave too much kibble in the dog bowl and ate his breakfast. After a few minutes, Michelle showed up in the kitchen, saying a shy good morning. Mulder poured her a glass of milk and told her to help herself with the bacon and eggs. He made toast for her and as he watched her eat, he asked if she knew how to get in touch with her dad. He was worried after a few minutes of interrogating the girl since she didn't even know where her dad worked. Mulder called her dad's apartment to verify that Lister was still out and then made a few calls to the doorman and to the apartment manager. His worry deepened when it turned out that the information they got last night was wrong. It seemed that Lister was out of town and that his newspaper delivery was stopped for a few days and that the apartment manager was collecting his mail until Thursday. The fact that the girl's mother was in Europe was another serious matter. So from today, Monday until Thursday, the little girl had no place to go. Mulder got hold of Lister's place of work and was able to contact some people who knew him, hoping that the man was on a business trip or that they knew where to get in touch with him. Michelle shrank back in her chair as she watched Mulder getting exasperated by the minute. She never meant to cause so much trouble. She wasn't supposed to. It didn't surprise her that her dad forgot again. When Mulder was asking her for any other relatives she could stay with, Michelle shook her head and said that there was no other relatives to take her in. She could see that the man was already late for work and kept looking at his watch. Finally, Mulder was able to elicit Lister's phone number from a coworker. He was able to get in touch with the elusive Lister and told him of the situation. Michelle almost balked when Mulder gave her the phone. Just as she expected, her dad yelled at her over the phone and Michelle kept saying that she was sorry. Mulder was in the process of putting the breakfast dishes in the sink and he froze when he heard Michelle's repeated "I'm sorry". It sounded so much like he did when he was her age. It reminded him painfully of similar situations with his dad, that of apologizing over something he had no control over as a little kid. He just couldn't help it. Mulder saw red and grabbed the phone from Michelle before more harm could be done. The agent wanted to scream some sense into the man, but mindful that the kid was in the room, Mulder instead talked tightly and in a measured tone of voice. Lister was apparently so dense that he didn't catch the tension in Mulder's voice. Instead, the man pleaded with him to keep Michelle at their place for one more day because he had a meeting that just couldn't be cancelled. Mulder could only see how small Michelle was trying to make herself. Mulder tried to sound pleasant for Michelle's sake and in a sudden generous mood, told Lister that it would be no problem if they could keep Michelle until Thursday so that the dense neighbor wouldn't have to change any of his previous plans. The relief in Lister's voice only made Mulder realize how much Michelle was unwanted. The conversation ended with Lister quite satisfied with the arrangements. Because Mrs. Jackson still wasn't there to keep an eye on both Michelle and Taylor, Mulder excused himself to make a call from the upstairs bedroom. Mulder called Skinner with perfect timing. The DD was just about to start his endless round of meetings. "What!" Skinner exclaimed when he heard how Mulder had acquired the unexpected babysitting job for them both. Mulder was dithering at the other end, trying to explain why he felt it would be better for Michelle if she stayed with them instead of with Lister, who obviously wasn't too keen on having his daughter with him. "I know, Fox, but you know how people will talk if the doorman or anyone there knows that a little girl is living with two men, none of whom is her blood relative," Skinner had to close the door to his office. He had to stop his voice from rising above its normal decibel range. As usual , he had to be a voice of reason. He knew why Mulder wanted to keep the girl at their place. It was just something about Mulder and little helpless girls that undid him. He'd seen him more than once or twice coming to the rescue of these little girls. The first one was in Boston, where a six year old got separated from her mother in the park. It was then that Skinner had a sudden understanding of how Mulder must have treated his own sister when they were kids. They had spent an hour looking for her mother in the huge park, Mulder making it seem like a game for the benefit of the tearful child. The next one had been in some airplane where he found himself seated next to a ten year old travelling alone. Although the stewardess was assigned to look after her, it had been a busy flight. Mulder was the one who took it upon himself to make sure that the girl was comfortable throughout the three hour flight. It seemed that Mulder had another project of saving little girls from the cruel mean world. But this time, it would be an all out project, lasting more than a few hours. Days, this time. At first Skinner told him that it might be better if Michelle stayed with some female, like Scully perhaps. But Mulder kept talking a blue streak and the DD couldn't interrupt. Skinner resignedly listened to Mulder, who refused to listen to his objections. Just a hint of impropriety for the next few days could have long lasting implications. But it was just like the old days when Mulder was badgering him for a 302 on another outlandish case. He wouldn't let go of it, like a fox with a bone. Skinner just couldn't say no. Besides, he was already going to be late for the meeting. "Okay, Fox, as long as everyone behaves," Skinner said, alluding to Mulder's tendency to run around the house in his underwear. Mulder was late for work that morning, waiting for Mrs. Jackson and handing over Michelle. Mrs. Jackson didn't seem flustered at finding the little girl in the kitchen. It was nice having company for the day while she worked in the apartment. Meanwhile, Mulder hurried to the Hoover, but ever mindful of being careful on the road. He was breathless by the time he got to the basement office. Scully, however, was understanding when she heard his explanation and just wordlessly handed him a file for him to peruse. Scully also knew about Mulder's absolutely mushy heart when it came to small children. The rest of the week was surprisingly pleasant for Skinner. Having a small person in the apartment was quite strange. Now that he thought about it, he never really had close contact with kids, except for the brief times when he coached Little League so long ago. At first Michelle was shy and barely said a word. But later, as she opened up, mainly to Mulder, Skinner agreed that having this particular houseguest was not so bad after all. Mrs. Jackson had whispered to Mulder that Michelle only had her threadbare school uniform and had no other clothes. Plus the few pairs of underwear and socks had holes. Skinner tried to stop Mulder from going shopping with Michelle, saying that it was too much to do since her dad was coming back in a few days. Mulder had hissed back that he didn't want Michelle to lack for anything when she was with them. So after taking her to see the latest summer movies with Scully, Mulder dragged her to the mall and bought her a few things. Of course, Michelle came back with shiny bright eyes, clutching the jeans and t-shirt to herself. Mulder was blissfully unaware that this was the first time Michelle ever had anything new in quite a few years that weren't school or camp uniforms. Skinner tried to see if the girl was aware of their unusual household. It was his turn to be surprised when Michelle fully understood that they were not just two men living together. "Fox is your boyfriend and you're his boyfriend," Michelle said simply. She was playing with Taylor, who was fully recovered as the two of them watched television. "How did you know?" Skinner looked at her with interest. "When I first saw the two of you in the elevator," Michelle cryptically said, her eyes now distracted by the television as Taylor tired with the game. Skinner waited for more. How did she know when everyone else, except for a handful of people was unaware how close he and Mulder were? Skinner prompted her again after the commercial. He just really wanted to know. "In the elevator, your collar was crooked and Fox fixed it for you," Michelle finally said. "Other men don't fix each other's clothes for them." Well, they really had to be careful, Skinner mused. Those little gestures between him and Mulder might give them away someday. They had Michelle with them until Thursday night. Somehow, both of them restrained themselves from each other while Michelle stayed downstairs during the rest of that short stay. Lister came back and collected her. Although her father was now there, Michelle still visited quite frequently during the rest of her stay with her father, having taken on a shine to the two men who had rescued her from the hallway. END OF BACCARAT FIGURINES III (2/3) BACCARAT FIGURINES III (3/3) by Sean Spencer seans13@hotmail.com WARNING: Slash NC-17 Skinner/Mulder DISCLAIMER IN PART ONE CHAPTER ELEVEN BRATWURST AND VISCERAL CALISTHENICS Skinner looked at his watch and for the nth time that day, tried to pay attention to the meeting. The agent who was presenting for this meeting was stuttering away, once he saw that the Deputy Director was getting impatient. It didn't help any that this meeting was called for disciplinary measures, that the agent in question didn't follow procedures and that there was a serious error in judgment. Agent Nelson was from the regional New York office and Skinner still couldn't believe how much younger the agents were getting to be nowadays. This particular one was not even 27 and the fact that he was licensed to carry a gun and used it unwisely was the whole reason for this meeting. Skinner was just glad that Mulder was never in called in for these kinds of sanctions. He really should stop thinking of Mulder. Skinner shook his head slightly and concentrated. The OPC chief was now badgering Nelson, and the young agent was starting to crumble under the intense questioning. Chief Vaughan was making the agent see the errors in his ways, that a suspect with vital information was now dead and that two years of fieldwork just went down the drain. Just as Skinner had predicted, Nelson was starting to cry and he intervened. He really hated it when the agents cried under the pressure of meetings like this. Especially well meaning agents, eager beaver agents like these. Skinner called for a recess of the meeting, finally told Nelson and the OPC chief to stay. Skinner put out the box of Kleenex he had prepared and shoved it into the agent's hands and waited for the agent to collect himself. When Chief Vaughan looked sufficiently contrite, Skinner knew that it was time to leave. He said a few more words, enough to encourage Nelson and just enough for Vaughan to realize that this really was a good agent, then dismissed them both. Skinner stretched his aching back and gathered up the papers. He must be getting old when he started to think of a 26 year old as young and too green for the field. He suddenly remembered that he was 18 years old, so full of himself, when he was in the Marines. And he even had automatic weaponry. It was only four o'clock and he knew that it was still early but he just had to go home. Mulder just returned from Germany, where he was given a short stint as adviser for the German police on investigative techniques of paranormal phenomenon. Apparently, the paranormal was very big there and they had heard of Mulder's work. But now he was back, verified by Skinner after a brief call to the apartment. He called Kimberly and gave her a few instructions for tomorrow and left. He exited from the side entrance where the car was waiting and got in. He greeted his driver less curtly today and after debating, he got the car phone and called the apartment again. Skinner got the answering machine and he was puzzled. He shrugged and thought that Mulder might be taking a shower so he hung up without leaving a message. He impatiently drummed his finger on the armrest, but he was glad that today's route was the scenic route, away from the highway and through the suburbs. Finally, he got home. He thanked the driver, like always and got his things in the car. The elevator seemed to crawl but he knew that it was only because he was just so eager to get home. He dumped his stuff in the living room, noting that Mulder's presence was signalled by the luggage strewn all over the place and the packages. Skinner called Mulder but there was no answer. He got to the bedroom but he was alarmed when Mulder likewise wasn't there. Taylor was following him around. Skinner found him in the den, asleep on the couch. Jet lag had taken its toll on the younger man. Skinner looked at him first, drinking in the sight of him, after being away from each other for two whole months. His hair was longer and he had a five o'clock shadow. He seemed thinner, too. "Hey, Fox," Skinner whispered, laying a hand on his arm and gently shaking him. Mulder didn't awaken and Skinner had to shake him again for a second time. The younger man finally stirred and was stretching awake; Skinner smiled at him in welcome and Mulder smiled back. "Walter," Mulder murmured, as he ran a hand over his mouth. He still wasn't fully awake and Skinner waited for him to do so. As Skinner embraced him in welcome, he noted that Mulder indeed had lost weight as he crushed the younger man to him. "I missed you," Mulder muttered. "You haven't been eating," Skinner lightly admonished as he took the agent at arms' length and eyed him critically. "I've been eating but it's just different," Mulder curled up happily, sighing with satisfaction that he was now with Skinner. He crawled into Skinner's lap and they just cuddled for a while. Mulder even smelled different, probably from the different shampoo and soap he used while in Europe. Despite Skinner's protests, Mulder got up and rummaged through his bag and got out a box for Skinner. It was an expensive pair of cufflinks, a very expensive pair. Mulder was getting more animated and took out his pictures. He'd gone around Germany touring in between work and had a lot of pictures to show Skinner. Skinner looked at the pictures with initial passing interest, but as he saw more of the pictures, he realized that there seemed to be an awful lot of pictures that included an Aryan type, a young blonde man. Skinner knew that Mulder never mentioned anyone who seemed to be constantly with him. Mulder had seen Skinner's darkening features as he perused the photographs. He smiled inwardly and was sort of glad that the older man seemed jealous. It always made him shiver when Skinner was jealous and he wanted to prolong the agony for the older man. "Gunther's gay, too, Walter," Mulder mentioned casually and he almost laughed when Skinner's frown deepened further. "He was my room mate in the apartment. Don't you think he's kind of cute?" "Yes, he's very cute," Skinner intoned. "You never said that your room mate was gay." "I didn't think it was important," Mulder said. He folded early however. "No, Walter, we never did anything. He had his own lover and he wasn't interested." Mulder didn't mention that he had been tempted, however. That was why he lost weight. He felt so guilty all the time. He'd never been attracted to men his own age and he had been disconcerted. It was hard enough to find out his housing had included a room mate and it was even harder that Gunther had known at once at first glance that he was gay, too. Gunther's lover was an older man, just like Skinner and had frequently visited from Munich. They stayed mainly in Gunther's room and it really didn't help Mulder that the walls were so thin. Mulder sure learned a lot of German words, but he wasn't sure if those words could be used in polite company. In between visits from his lover, Gunther was a willing tour guide however. Skinner seemed to be appeased somewhat and Mulder took more pity on him and told him more of what went on. Skinner couldn't keep his hands off Mulder, however. Once he saw that Mulder wasn't so tired after all and wasn't hungry either, they went upstairs and made love after showering together. Now that Mulder smelled like his old self, Skinner launched his attack. Both still damp from the shower, Skinner was kissing Mulder on the neck even before they got out of the bathroom. Skinner knew he wasn't being as gentle as Mulder preferred but he couldn't help himself. Mulder moaned as Skinner's tongue ran over his mouth and he felt Skinner sucking his tongue. "I really missed you, Walter," Mulder repeated and sighed as he elicited a deep moan from Skinner with a strategic lick of his nipples. Their heavy breathing was punctuated by sharp gasps and much movement on the bed. When Skinner finally entered Mulder, he noted at once that there was a difference. "You're so tight, honey," Skinner groaned, with a bit of puzzlement in his voice. Mulder laughed and watched as Skinner's face above him got that slack look that was his alone to see. Skinner only lasted a few thrusts. Mulder was almost as tight as when he was a virgin and the very pleasant surprise was too much for Skinner as the tight silken grip seemed to make him feel every ridge and heighten each sensation. It was one of the rare times when Skinner had his orgasm before Mulder and he finished off Mulder with his mouth. Mulder's legs were over his shoulder as Skinner focused his full attention on Mulder's penis. The two months of deprivation was too much for Mulder also and he soon came. "Did you like it?" Mulder chuckled as he got into Skinner's welcoming embrace. He was still gasping. "Was there a difference?" "What have you been doing in Germany?" Skinner asked somewhat suspiciously. "You're absolutely virginal. Do you want me to get a heart attack?" "I wasn't sure if it was going to work," Mulder started to explain. "Before I left for Germany, I saw Dr. Cormier and he told me to do some exercises while I was away from you. He said it was guaranteed to drive you wild." "Exercises?" Skinner was puzzled. "They're called Kegel exercises," Mulder said. "They were first developed for women but it seems that they work for men, too. Cormier said that it will help me control my coming much better." Skinner wasn't appeased until he asked for permission to check out Mulder. Mulder turned on his side and Skinner inserted a finger in Mulder. Then he was astonished when he felt the grip that Mulder's internal muscles had over his finger. "Christ!" Skinner said. Mulder smiled back at him and laughed again. It was rare that Skinner ever took the Lord's name in vain. Skinner cleaned him up and they cuddled for a long while. Mulder couldn't get enough of having Skinner beside him after two whole months of being away from each other. He was lying on Skinner with his head in the crook of Skinner's neck as they talked. He shivered as his skin tingled as the older man ran a loving hand over his back and buttocks. It was very nice to finally be in bed with his one and only Walter after two months of having to listen to his roommate and his lover rutting away through the thin walls. Sometimes, due to his need, he had masturbated while Gunther and his lover were at it hard, desperately wishing that Skinner was with him. Then he would feel guilty for masturbating and his bad mood pervaded through the whole day. He felt that he was being unfaithful to Skinner when he did that. He breathed in Skinner's warm and comforting and clean scent and ran his hands over the bigger man's chest, as if memorizing what he missed so much. There were times, too, when he was so homesick and it had been a grim reminder of his condition when he was at Oxford. Although the McDonald's was just a few blocks away, the food tasted somehow different. In the first few days he was there, he'd made daily collect calls to Skinner but with the older man's hectic schedule, he couldn't get hold of him in the house as often as he liked. It was easier to find Scully through transatlantic phone but it was a poor substitute for the voice he really wanted to hear. "Walter, did you miss me?" "Oh, baby, the house seemed empty even when Taylor was here," Skinner stated, hugging Mulder to him. He rained more kisses on Mulder until the agent relaxed. "My honey was gone from me and all I did was work my ass off when you were away. I only went to the cabin once, you know." "You did?" "I couldn't stand it being so big and empty," Skinner declared as he shifted Mulder's weight on him. "Next time, can we go to Europe for a vacation?" Mulder asked. Skinner nodded. After a few more minutes, Skinner's stomach was growling and they made their way down for dinner. Skinner heated up Mrs. Jackson's prepared dinner and they ate while Mulder showed more of his photographs. It was so sweet of Mulder to have indulged in those exercises while he was gone and Skinner felt his affection and deep love for the younger man. He ran a hand over Mulder's longer hair and yanked it affectionately. "I know, I'll have it cut tomorrow," Mulder said ruefully. He knew that Skinner preferred his hair to be short. Skinner watched with amusement as Mulder demolished most of the food. Mrs. Jackson had taken pains to cook Mulder's favorites. During one of their infrequent conversations about his family, Mulder had casually mentioned that his mother never cooked him his favorite foods on special occasions, like his birthdays. So through their years together, Skinner had found out Mulder's preferences and made Mrs. Jackson aware of what these were. Once the dishes were in the dishwasher, Skinner helped the agent unpack. Even Taylor got a welcome home gift. Although Skinner wanted to make love again that night, he restrained himself because of Mulder's full stomach and the younger man was now indeed conked out. Skinner took out his usual sheaf of papers to read and did his work as Mulder slept beside him. Mulder's naked torso was tempting, however, and Skinner couldn't help it sneaking a hand over the smooth pale skin once in a while just to reassure himself that the younger man was indeed home at last. CHAPTER TWELVE DRIVE-IN KNIGHT Skinner was in one of his generous moods again and Mulder reaped the benefits. He'd been back for three days and in that short span of time, Mulder was sated almost all the times they were together. Skinner wanted to have him everywhere in the apartment and they would sometimes make love twice a day. That first night he was home, Mulder had his climax four times and he had to stay home the next day. All the pent up tensions and frustrations of their two months apart was gradually dissipating. Skinner couldn't get enough of the younger man while Mulder couldn't get enough of his "big man". He knew that Scully watched him from sidelong glances with amusement but he didn't care. He was too happy that Skinner was always there for him. While he was in Germany, Mulder had lost weight but had gained a corresponding increase in muscle because he'd run frequently when he had nothing to do. Skinner appreciated the strong muscles he'd obtained, especially at how good it felt under his soft skin. They had dinner with Uncle Charles as the old man was likewise eager to see him and wanted his aquarium checked. It was nice being wanted by others after being gone for some time. Mrs. Jackson was cooking up a storm in the kitchen, too, determined that he have his favorite dishes. But, of course, it was back to work and he got back to the old grind. Pretty soon, he and Scully were out in the fields again, working on cases, some of them X-files while the others weren't. It was just sometimes frustrating for Mulder that he and Skinner were even going out less than before. Previously, when they wanted a getaway, they could safely go to the Boston townhouse and spend a weekend there if they wanted to go out to restaurants or concerts together in relative anonymity. But now that Skinner was Deputy Director, there was more chance of being recognized especially since Skinner was appearing more on television whenever some sort of crises came up and a spokesman was needed to clarify some matters to the public. At home, it was still great of course,with Skinner always so concerned about him and loving him all the time. But it really hurt sometimes when he wanted to do something even go out to watch a baseball or football game and not be able to do it with the older man. Skinner, of course, planned some things for them, mainly camping or other solitary pursuits where there was less of a chance for them of being seen. But Mulder had never been an outdoors kind of guy, having grown up in suburbia, with too many bad memories of unsuccessful camping trips with his dad. Mulder chafed of course that anything he wanted them to do together had to be approved or vetoed by the older man. He knew that Skinner was more sensible with these things, but sometimes, he wished that they had the spontaneity of just going out together to some bookstore or eat out when they felt like it. As it was, the last time they ate out was months ago. He couldn't even remember when they last went out to see a movie. But Mulder knew that situations like this when both of them were in the closet was something inevitable, that there would be a lack of spontaneity. From the very beginning of their relationship so many years ago, Skinner had made it clear that this was the way their life was going to be together. So he just gritted his teeth and bore it, especially when he knew that Skinner was the only one he ever was going to have a relationship with. He only had to look at the signet ring and the watch and remembered the best times. Skinner could see that Mulder was in one of his grey funks again and somehow knew the cause. They were in the apartment and having a quiet night. He hadn't gone home too late and they'd already had dinner. It was only eight o'clock on a Tuesday night. Mulder was fooling around with his aquarium again, adjusting the salinity and water temperature and other mysterious things that Skinner didn't care to know about. All he knew about the fish was feeding them and making sure they were still alive. Since that damned aquarium had been his responsibility whenever Mulder was away from DC on his cases, Skinner had tried to keep the mortality rate down. Seeing Mulder anguish over that dead Chichlid floating on the surface was too much for Skinner. It didn't help matters any that the aquarium was a lot more elaborate than the one Mulder used to keep in his old aparment. That small old one was a freshwater tank while this one was saltwater with the more expensive and larger kinds of tropical fish. Taylor's eyes watched Mulder's actions with interest. The dog always seemed to hope that one of the fish would fall flopping to the floor and then straight to his mouth, Mulder complained. Skinner went over to the newspaper and checked out some things. "What say we catch a movie at the Odeon?" Skinner suggested. He cringed inwardly when he saw how Mulder's face lit up. He kicked himself for being so selfish with Mulder, only doing things that he knew was safe all the time. When was watching a movie ever dangerous? "But if we catch the last show, it would be too late for you. You need to get up early tomorrow," Mulder was still unconvinced. Too much of his caution was rubbing off on the younger man, Skinner thought. "Let's live dangerously," Skinner said wryly. "There's a show in half an hour. Would you be finished by then?" Mulder nodded and hastened to finish with the aquarium. The Odeon was only two blocks away and they didn't need to take the car. Like always, when they were walking down the street together, they were apart from each other. Looking like two old friends instead of the lovers that they were. The theater was almost empty, being a weeknight and was dark enough that Skinner relented and drew Mulder to him with one arm. Mulder was stiff for a while, looking around the theater. "We're at the back, Fox," Skinner hissed and the younger man finally softened up against him. Skinner was glad that they watched the movie. It was good with a lot of special effects. They walked back to the building at almost midnight and on the way back, he took Mulder's hand in his. Like before, Mulder stiffened and looked around the street. Skinner gave him a reassuring smile and held his hand more firmly. Even a simple pleasure like watching a movie and walking home afterwards had to be so complicated for them and Skinner was getting tired of the subterfuge as well. "You okay with this?" Skinner asked, shaking their hands so that Mulder knew what he meant. The street was deserted and only an occasional passing car was the sign of life around them. Mulder nodded back at him with some trepidation, but walking with Skinner hand in hand was too good. "We should do this more often," Skinner sighed once they were in their elevator. When the weather got warmer and the drive-ins opened, it was even better because they were now able to go to the movies in relative anonymity. Mulder was glad that they were now able to see first- run movies instead of having to wait for the videos to come out. Skinner would usually take the Town Car with the dark windows while they were surrounded by rowdy kids in convertibles. It was less than ideal sometimes but it was better than risking it everytime they wanted to see a movie. It was one of the Friday the 13th movies that Skinner absolutely abhorred but Mulder liked. Skinner didn't want to watch any of the gory stuff, saying it reminded him too much of Vietnam. He was trying to entice Mulder into necking in the car just like the other kids were doing in the cars all around them. Mulder, however, wasn't biting and his eyes were transfixed on the screen. It was the middle of the movie and he wanted some popcorn. Skinner was kissing his neck but he wasn't really into it. "I'm going to get popcorn. Do you want anything?" Mulder asked. Skinner sighed as he extricated himself from the agent and shook his head. Mulder got out and because he was walking backwards to be able to view the movie, he didn't see the group of young men who had watched him emerge from the car with interest. Mulder first went to the bathroom. He was standing in front of the urinal, using it, when he realized that two large young men were beside him, ostensibly using the bathroom, too. Some sort of sixth sense kicked in and Mulder tried to finish as fast as possible. It didn't escape his notice that the two were both looking down on him and when he was zipping himself up, the one on his right looked him straight in the eye and mocked him with pursed lips. Mulder tried to hurry out of the bathroom, not even bothering to wash his hands. But there were two more of the seedy men blocking the bathroom door and that was when Mulder knew he was in real danger. The one in the ponytail swaggered up to him and sneered. "I saw you with your 'daddy' out there," he said, menacingly advancing on Mulder. "You let him put it up your ass, don't you?" Mulder cursed when he realized that he didn't have his gun. He'd left it at home. He sized up the four men and with a sinking feeling knew that he was outmatched even if he could take out one or two of them. The cramped bathroom also didn't have any other avenues of escape. It happened so fast that Mulder didn't even have the time to fast talk his way out of there. The four were belligerent and Mulder found himself backed into a stall, the worst place to be and when there was no way out anymore, he used all his self defense maneuvers taught at the Academy. But he was soon pinned helplessly against the tiles and he really started to get scared when the one with the tattoo started ripping off his t-shirt and a damp cold hand was on his bare skin. As he struggled, he felt a malicious hand on the crotch of his jeans. Mulder felt the first tendrils of panic as the hand down there was just starting to hurt when he was suddenly released and he collapsed to the floor. There seemed to be a commotion but he was too dazed to get out of there. A door was slammed shut and it was abruptly silent in the bathroom. Skinner shakily put back his gun into his jacket and approached Mulder who was silent on the floor. The DD didn't like the way Mulder looked, all pale and sweaty despite the chill in the air. "Oh, honey, are you okay?" Skinner crouched down at him in the narrow stall and was rubbing Mulder's back. "Fox, I'm here...you're safe. The bastards are gone." Skinner took out his handkerchief and wet it in the sink and then wiped Mulder's face with it. The agent's breathing was still irregular with fright but it was slowing down as Skinner's soothing words were starting to register. The older man checked out Mulder and saw that aside from the torn T-shirt and a red bruise on one arm, there were no other marks on the younger man. "You okay, now?" Skinner murmured to him. "Can you stand? I'll take you home." Mulder seemed to come back to himself and Skinner helped him get on his feet. Mulder was still pale but less shaky now and when they emerged from the bathroom, there were thankfully only a few people milling around. They went back undisturbed to the car, the perpetrators long since gone. Skinner saw that Mulder was still pale but he was now answering in monosyllables. Skinner knew that if they pressed charges if he caught even one of them, it would only cause further anguish for both of them if the local police were involved. He started the car and drove home. Mulder was silent as Skinner felt guilty about the drive in thing. His jaw clenched as he eased the Lincoln onto the expressway. The drive in was located in a bad part of town and he shouldn't have been persuaded by Mulder. Likewise, he should have gone with Mulder to the concessionaire stand. Especially since his car stood out like a sore thumb. But they had used his car precisely because of black windows. Once they were in the safety of their building, Skinner could see that Mulder was still badly shaken. "At least they didn't get my watch," the agent said in the monotone Skinner knew he used when he was trying to distance himself. Once they went into their apartment, the DD was baffled when Mulder shed his clothing. When he heard the shower running, Skinner understood. When the shower was still on after more than twenty minutes, Skinner stuck his head in the bathroom. "You okay, Fox?" Skinner asked again. "I'll be out in a minute," Mulder shouted above the noise. It was a full ten minutes before Mulder emerged. Skinner saw that the agent was wearing one of his pajamas as if it afforded some sort of protection for him. Just as he expected, the agent's face and neck were red probably from vigorous scrubbing. "Thanks, Walter," Mulder said once they were in bed together. "I don't know what I would've done if you hadn't been there." As usual, Skinner's protective instincts were fully activated and he took Mulder into his arms and embraced him tightly. "Sorry, Fox," Skinner breathed into his hair. "I should have gone with you for the popcorn." Mulder knew in his mind that he was safe now but the whole incident had agitated him. Even if he was used to people deriding his ideas and being scornful of him, it had upset him to the core that anyone could hate him enough to actively harm him because of his orientation. Sure, he had moments of real danger in working in the Bureau, but those dangerous moments had never been directed personally at him, it was just part of the job of being a field agent. The predatory nature of what happened, that it was planned and that there were four of them all the more served to illustrate how vulnerable anyone could be. More than that was the extreme feelings of helplessness that had surfaced despite all the self-defense lessons in the Academy. The two men who had held him down each outweighed him by thirty pounds and the third one who had his filthy hands on him had been his height but was still more built than he was. Only the fourth one keeping watch by the door had been smaller than him. Skinner drifted off into sleep but a few hours later, he stirred awake when Mulder moved. "Fox, you awake?" the older man turned on the light at his bedside. Mulder looked exhausted with dark circles under his eyes. "Oh, honey, why didn't you tell me you couldn't sleep?" It was in the wee hours of the morning and Skinner was being so kind and solicitous. Mulder hated it but he started crying, releasing all the fears of being harmed and possibly raped in the bathroom. Skinner clucked and soothed him as best he could. "Hey, baby," Skinner murmured. "I'm here for you. I'll never let anyone harm you..." "Why do bad things always happen to me?" Mulder moaned through his sobs. He knew he was being childish but he didn't care. Right now all he wanted was to have Skinner's strong arms around him. Skinner waited for him to cry himself out. CHAPTER THIRTEEN WINNER WORSHIP Once morning came, Skinner woke up early as usual and went to Mulder's study to make a few calls from the telephone there. First, he called Scully and gave a sanitized version of events, telling her that Mulder won't be in for today. Then he called Kimberly at home and told her that he was sick. A call to Cormier yielded a name of a therapist and Skinner made an emergency appointment. The agent was starting to stir once Skinner got back to the bedroom. Skinner knew the younger man needed comfort and he tried to provide it by touching him, thinking that maybe Mulder needed to make love. But Mulder reared away . Skinner acquiesced and let him be. Despite his protests, Skinner took him that morning to Baltimore where the therapist had her clinic. Mulder was the first appointment for the day, the therapist aware that this was the best time to deal with the crisis, at the earliest possible moment. Skinner stayed in the waiting room for more than two hours. He was called at the end of the session, with the therapist telling him that it was a good thing that Mulder was brought in so early. She gave him a prescription for mild tranquilizers and told Skinner that Mulder was dealing with the incident adequately. He was supposed to stay home for one more day because the tranquilizers might make him too woozy. Then he was supposed to come back after three days. She gave Skinner her card in case they needed to get in touch with her. The older man looked closely at Mulder as they sat in front of each other in the therapist's office. His eyes were red and swollen but his face was more animated. "How do you feel?" Skinner asked as they exited the clinic and headed for the car. "Better," Mulder said. His voice was likewise stronger and more confident. "Do you think you'll want to see her again?" Skinner questioned casually. He was well aware of Mulder's tendency to ditch medical personnel when he could. "Uh-huh" It was midday and it did Mulder a lot of good that they went around Baltimore and ate lunch in a nice restaurant. Skinner insisted that he take the tranquilizer and pretty soon, the deprived hours of sleep from last night was beginning to show. "I want to go home," Mulder yawned once they were back in the car. "Sure," Skinner patted him on the thigh. Mrs. Jackson was righteously indignant when Skinner explained their early presence in the apartment. She shook her head angrily and, as if to banish the incident, started chopping up vegetables in a fury to make Mulder's favorite soup. Skinner made a call to Kimberly and tried to find out how things were holding up in the Bureau. She was holding the fort and was competently managing the endless calls for him. Mulder was trying to watch a sitcom on the Comedy Channel and promptly fell asleep in the den. Miraculously, Mulder was able to sleep on the couch without nightmares for the rest of the afternoon and when he woke up, Skinner could see that the sleep had done him lot of good. Mulder was stretching on the couch to straighten out the kinks in his back and he grinned when he saw that Skinner was watching him sleep. "I'm okay," Mulder reiterated. "What time is it anyway? You didn't have to watch me." "I wanted to make sure you were safe," Skinner mumbled. "That there were no nightmares." Just being home and safe had the desired effect and Mulder seemed to have bounced back from the incident. Skinner was glad that he'd inquired with Cormier on a crisis interventionist. He knew it was the newest thing in victim advocacy but he wasn't sure if they would handle cases like Mulder's, who was not really assaulted but just nearly assaulted. The older man was pleasantly surprised when Mulder spontaneously got up and sat on his lap, wrapping his arms and legs around Skinner's torso and laying down his head on his shoulder. "I love you, Walter," Mulder breathed. His voice was rough with sincerity and Skinner put down his book and hugged him hard with his other hand insinuating through the T-shirt so that he rubbed Mulder's bare smooth back. "Dr. Morgan said that I shouldn't be blaming myself for being so impotent, that no one could have beat off those four bastards especially with the element of surprise they had on me. But you were there for me, Walter...like you always are." After a few minutes of hugging, Mulder looked up and had a solemn look on his face. "You're my hero." The bald adoration in Mulder's voice caused Skinner to blush. Surprisingly, Mulder laughed and Skinner was able to chuckle with him. They had a nice, relaxed dinner and Skinner noted that Mulder ate with more appetite. They went to bed early and made love with Mulder being more submissive than usual and Skinner fiercely solicitous of his lover's sensations. Somehow, the act reaffirmed Skinner's protective role over the younger man and Mulder was lapping it up, having Skinner's bigger body shielding him as his own body fully opened to the older man. Mulder was being transported and he was writhing on the bed in abandon as he thrust his hips upwards in counterpoint to Skinner's rhythm. His neck and back were arching off the bed with his hips just angled right with the pillow underneath him, affording maximum stimulation of his prostate. "Walter, you're my big man," Mulder grunted and moaned as Skinner could feel the internal muscles gripping him so lovingly. The DD bent his head to nip at Mulder's right nipple while one hand supported Mulder's back to further deepen the thrusts. The agent's hero worship of him was having the desired effect on Skinner and he made sure that Mulder was having the time of his life. It took all of his self control not to come until Mulder had his orgasm. Skinner was growling at the effort, intoxicated by the rubbing of their sweaty bodies against each other. "This..is...for...you, baby," Skinner grunted with each strong thrust. Mulder's eyes were rolling up his head and Skinner kissed him with extreme intensity, pouring all his effort into his mouth as he muffled Mulder's howl as he ejaculated. Skinner took his time and slowed down his thrusting despite his own pressing need and once Mulder's orgasm subsided, he took the semen slicked penis of his partner and lightly rubbed the frenulum at just the right pressure, renewing Mulder's spent arousal. "Come for me again, baby," Skinner moaned as he stilled his hips and concentrated on gaining another erection for Mulder. "Oh, God, Walter, I'm...getting hard again." "Come, on, love, come for me again...That's right...You're getting big again...Look how big you are." It took only another two minutes before Mulder's member stiffened and Skinner restarted his powerful thrusts. Mulder had his tongue out between his lips as his younger body revived under Skinner's skillful hands, hands that were large and powerful and well shaped and exclusively for him. Mulder had his hands over the potent broad shoulders of the older man, riding out the process of being ridden by the man he loved. Skinner gasped as he urged on Mulder who had another equally strong culmination. Only then did Skinner let go and release his own bottled up arousal. This time it was Skinner who sobbed with ecstacy as his muscles relaxed over Mulder and he sagged onto the younger man's body. The agent still had his own hands on the DD's shoulders, not wanting to let go of Skinner's all enveloping warmth. Mulder slipped down a hand to a special place in Skinner's now sweaty armpit that he knew was pretty sensitive and the older man wriggled as he got tickled lightly. Skinner absolutely loved it like this, lying over Mulder's sated body, both of them with that cherished exhaustion that always never failed to revive them both and renew their love for each other. Skinner bent down and and resumed kissing Mulder, his tongue aggressively entering Mulder's mouth, just as his nether parts had done so earlier. Mulder moaned and let Skinner's questing tongue seemingly drink him up to a different sensation. Lately, Skinner had been preferring to do this more and more, as if he wanted to enter and become unite with Mulder's body in more ways than one. "Uhm...my legs are...cramping, Walter," Mulder had to tell him, because Skinner's body was still between his legs just as his softened penis was still within Mulder's sated anus. "Sorry, baby," Skinner moaned and withdrew with a sucking sound. He helped Mulder adjust back his long limbs in a more comfortable position and massaged it to make it better, but did not cease his deep, very deep kissing of Mulder's luscious mouth. He'd found that this was one way to keep the agent awake after vigorous lovemaking, that of occupying him with kissing. Skinner took Mulder up in his arms as he sat them both up and had Mulder's head bent back with Skinner's broad hand supporting his neck. It was just like in the movies, Mulder thought dazedly as the older man's other hand ran down his heated side. For the third time that night, Mulder found his erection was starting to demand attention. He didn't know if he could have another come tonight. With Skinner's hand rubbing his side, it was inevitable that the older man would encounter Mulder's renewed arousal. He looked down with surprise. "You still hot?" he said with some amusement. Mulder's naked form still had that flush over his neck, face, chest and upper thighs. "Yeah," Mulder moaned through half-lidded eyes. He still couldn't believe that it was so good after six years. He arched his back involuntarily as his Walter lightly put his fist over his penis and scrotum and carressed him lovingly, with just the butterfly wings' pressure that was all he needed at this point. It still amazed him how well the older man knew his body so well. Mulder held Skinner's head in his hand so that their kiss wouldn't be broken off. His hips started their involuntary motions. "That's it, baby, honey...show me how your body loves me." Mulder gasped as he came with a force much decreased from the other two that night but no less pleasurable. He shuddered against Skinner who held him as he rode out the extreme delight. "That's why I will protect your body and you to the best of my abilities, Fox," Skinner breathed into his neck. "I want you safe for always." Mulder smiled that special smile he only had after a very good come. Skinner gave him a final kiss as he got up and cleaned up Mulder who was stretching like a cat on the bed, a very sated cat. When Skinner got back in bed after taking a very quick shower, Mulder was caught up in his embrace again. The agent's heart was full to bursting. Even if yesterday was a bad time, today more than made up for it. Skinner taking the day off just for him even when there were more pressing issues in the office, finding the right therapist to help him banish the fears, helping him to deal with it, holding him and not being judgemental when he cried, all the more convinced Mulder that Skinner was the only one for him. No one would have done the same, no one. Because he had Skinner with whom he didn't need to hide being vulnerable, this gave Mulder the strength to appear more invulnerable to the world. Skinner was his avenging angel, who would do anything to protect him. This was shown with some clarity yesterday when he had stormed that drive-in bathroom even with the four burly thugs inside. "I really love you, Walter," Mulder whispered before he slipped off into the sleep of the surfeited. Those words came so much easier throughout the years they were together. Sometimes, even those words didn't even seem to convey what he actually felt inside. "I know, honey...I know," Skinner smiled. Skinner went back to work the next day, only when he was sure that it was okay with Mulder. He left the younger man in bed, opening the window because of the musty smell of sex in the room. He ruefully shook his head as he saw the sheets spattered with the drying evidence of Mulder's activities last night. It was just as well that Mrs. Jackson had long since gotten used to Mulder's stains on the bed, although she would reprimand mainly Skinner when she had to clean the dried encrustations in the unlikeliest places, especially "her" kitchen. Mulder saw the therapist three more times and the tranquilizers were stopped when it was clear that he didn't need them anymore. Skinner forced him to go out to the movies again, not wanting him to develop a phobia for going out. Once a week, with seeming regularity, it became part of their after work ritual. It was better after they had a weekend in Boston, when Skinner finally was able to leave the work behind for once. On their sixth anniversary, Skinner took pains to locate one of his old friends from Vietnam. Jake Reilly had a beach house in Cancun and wasn't using it for the four days in October. Skinner did some careful interoffice maneuverings and was able to schedule Mulder's yearly vacation so that it coincided with his own. The Cancun vacation was another highlight in their life together. Mulder was loved thoroughly there and when he returned to work with a tan and that stupid glowing of his person, Scully once again teased him endlessly about the insatiability of the Deputy Director. Skinner had given him a videocamera for his birthday and he irritated Scully endlessly in turn by following her around with it. Of course, Mulder got creative with the camera and once, only once, mind you, Skinner agreed for them to make love in front of it. Skinner forgot about the video Mulder made and was completely startled when Mulder showed it to him mischieviously one night. The older man had to admit it was very erotic watching yourself and your partner going at it on television. That had been a night where Skinner was being especially solicitous of the younger man. He blushed hotly at the obvious evidence of their love for each other but he had to take a firm stand and told Mulder to erase the thing because with their luck, the tape could get into the wrong hands. Besides, he couldn't stand watching his own naked form cavorting so uninhibitedly on the bed, although for Mulder that had been the chief attraction of the video. Mulder pouted but he had to follow Skinner because as usual, the ex-marine was only sensible and right. CHAPTER FOURTEEN CAGE CRISIS It had been fantastic. The ex-Marine still couldn't believe how they had gone at it a few hours ago. He only had Mulder to thank. The agent always welcomed him home, but the lovemaking was something else. It had been an intoxicating meld of Mulder being submissive but dominant all at the same time and Skinner found that he preferred it that way. Skinner laid back against the pillows, luxuriating in the way his body was feeling so satisfied and rejuvenated. It had been a hellish week. The pressure to find the militia bombers were coming from all sides, from the press, the Justice Department and the public. Fortunately, the Director for once was handling the brunt of the blows. Skinner called Mulder from the various nameless hotel rooms he was forced to stay in and the young agent fortunately only focused their conversations on themselves, instead of asking for updates on the situation the way Kimberly, his secretary, had done. Skinner found that calling Mulder whenever the day was done made him long for the man all the more. Just as he expected, the telephone rang with the New York regional head at the other end. It was only during times like these that Skinner tolerated calls of this nature at home. As much as possible, he wanted to keep his life as Deputy Director and his life as Mulder's lover as separate as possible. However, he didn't begrudge Scully's very rare calls here when she had to speak to Mulder. He knew that the pretty redhead only called when absolutely necessary. From experience, he knew she was prudent. The news was encouraging in that there were significant strides being made on the case. Skinner smiled evilly to himself as the voice at the other end shook with the tension. Skinner had made his displeasure widely known in New York, on the way the case had been handled at the outset. Mulder stirred in the bed and would have groaned heavily while stretching if Skinner didn't clamp his hand over the younger man's mouth to silence him. Skinner barked more orders over the phone, satisfied with the way the regional head had snapped to attention. As Skinner hung up, he found Mulder grinning at him. "What?" Skinner asked, his tone abruptly gentled since he was now talking to his love. "Ooohh, I like the way you sounded on the phone," Mulder crooned mockingly. "I bet all their balls are crawling up their abdomens even as we speak." "Well, their balls should," Skinner muttered darkly. "I didn't see any evidence of their having them with the way the press is harping on the Bureau...Let's not talk about it, okay? I've had enough of this bombing to last me a lifetime. Come over here and let me give you a hug." Mulder shivered as he complied. He could still feel Skinner's semen seeping out of him and feeling and smelling the evidence of Skinner's love for him only made him quiver inside. Skinner kissed him hotly and Mulder smiled when the older man thanked him for the fantastic time they had a ago. "I'm glad that you're mine," Skinner growled into his mouth. "Have I ever told you that?" "I...I think so," Mulder said, moved beyond words. They both got up after a while and Skinner cursed when he saw that it was already one o'clock in the afternoon. Most of the Saturday was slipping by, a Saturday he'd hoped to spend in the cabin. "Let's just stay here, Walter," Mulder said as he dragged Skinner into the bathroom. Skinner started on his shower as Mulder sat on the toilet and used it. The bigger man was glad that Mulder was losing his inhibitions about using the bathroom with Skinner inside with him. It had taken years of breaking down those inhibitions. That damned New England stiff upper lip and demand for privacy was finally being chipped away after years together. What was the use of locking the bathroom or getting into a tiff when Skinner inadvertently walked in on him when every inch of Mulder's body was more familiar than his own? As far as he hoped, Mulder shouldn't feel he had anything to hide from him anymore, that they were truly of one body and soul by now. Skinner knew every mole and bump on the younger man's person, knew all his rough spots and smooth spots, the wet spots and dry spots, where the most tantalizing erogenous zones were and knew the places he was still shy about. He would have recognized the agent in a line up by feel and smell alone. Because of his particular interest in particular parts of Mulder's anatomy, he was now familiar enough to know when the agent had bouts of constipation or diarrhea since Cormier had emphasized that Mulder's bowel health was mainly his responsiblity. After finishing up quickly, Mulder flushed the toilet and joined Skinner in the shower. He wriggled and splashed about as Skinner took it upon himself to bathe the younger man. Pretty soon, he had Mulder gasping with his hands spread out on the tiles as Skinner masturbated him into completion with soaped hands. The older man made sure that no soap touched Mulder's urethral meatus where soap could sting. "God, Walter, you're so good to me," Mulder writhed his hips which he pumped into his lover's hand. It didn't take long before Mulder ejaculated, his semen spurting out in thick gobs. The quivering of his lover's body was so precious to Skinner that he savored the moment for what it was, that of Mulder surrendering his desires and keeping nothing of his response from the older man. They got out of the shower in a few minutes, both spanking clean and smelling wonderful. Mulder shaved as Skinner dressed. The agent was still getting the hang of the straight razor and Skinner chuckled to himself as he heard Mulder curse at another nick. Skinner turned on the small television in the bedroom, changing the channel to CNN to see if there was more about the bombings in New York. "Were you planning on going fishing this weekend?" Mulder asked, his voice muffled as he put on a T-shirt. Skinner shot a glance at the agent, amused to no end at how ludicrous Mulder appeared, struggling with the T-shirt sans boxers. Sometimes, he was such a child. Skinner stood up, his eyes still fixed on the screen while he helped Mulder extricate himself and put the T-shirt to rights. "Yes, I wanted to, but it's too late now," Skinner answered after a while, his attention still transfixed to CNN. "Want to do something special instead?" Mulder stepped into his boxers and hitched it up. His face was still screwed up as he thought of an answer to Skinner's question. Skinner tried not to wince when he saw Mulder taking out the rattiest pair of jeans he owned and putting it on as well. He must remember to conveniently "misplace" that pair in the future, Skinner thought. Fortunately, there was an important NFL game. It was one of the few sports they both liked to watch. Skinner found himself relaxing as they both got caught up in following the game. Mulder made his monster sandwiches which they munched on as the game progressed. The telephone rang again. Each of them had separate phone lines and both of them recognized that it was Skinner's phone. He wiped the mayonnaise from his hands and answered the call. Mulder tensed when he heard Skinner barking over the phone again. From what he could tell from Skinner's side of the conversation, it had something to do with the bombings. The agent sat up, football game forgotten. Skinner continued to talk grimly on the phone. It was a good thirty minutes before he hung up. "What was that about?" Mulder could see that the older man was rigid and seemed to be collecting his thoughts. "Fox, we might be in trouble," Skinner began. "Ashcraft's home was bombed just now. Fortunately, no one was home. And the militia who did that thing in New York has owned up to the bombing. Freeh just called and said that us higher-ups will need 24 hour security for a while. They'll be coming in an hour to start the security sweep here." Mulder swore an oath and started collecting his things from the den. Skinner hid Mulder's picture in the drawer and the younger man went upstairs. The portrait of their fifth year anniversary, Samantha's and Skinner's photograph from Mulder's bedside table, all these went into a box. They'd talked about this before: what they were going to do in case something like this ever happened. It was one thing to talk about it and quite another to actually do it. Skinner packed up more of Mulder's things from the bathroom. Both of them were concentrated on their immediate task, that of eradicating any traces that Mulder even lived there. What they were going to do in the next few days weren't discussed. As always, Skinner's foresight paid off. The extra apartment in the same building that was barely furnished and unlived in, the one that was Mulder's official address was now going to be used. The two brought the few boxes there. Skinner left the agent, with a brief kiss. Even if he was preoccupied with the current bombing crisis, he couldn't help noting how miserable Mulder looked in the empty apartment. He honestly didn't know how long the tightened security was going to last. Mulder watched the door close, not daring to think of how uncertain everything always was. He opened the nearest box and saw the Pooh bear, somewhat grimy now after almost seven years. He took it into his hand and put it on the top of the dust laden empty shelf. And thought hard. END OF BACCARAT FIGURINES III. It would be just great to hear from you and give me more ideas of what you want our boys to do. Written in the tropical summer of 1997 while on vacation (away from the weak summer sun of Wisconsin). You should see my tan!